I'm so happy right now, I don't want to sleep. It's because I've downloaded The Time Traveller's Wife Ebook for FREE. MUAHAHAHAHAHHHHAHHHAHAH~

I had the sudden urge to read the Chronicles of Narnia again so I googled for it and then I stumbled across this website that provides free Ebooks. They have this extensive list of free ebooks and guess what? They even have Haruki Murakami's Norwegian Wood that I wanted to get! Jackpot, babeh~ I hit the jackpot! Woohoo~

Too bad I can't stay up late and read it cos tomorrow I'm suppose to work. Damn. Gotta resist the urge and wait till I'm free *sigh*

Berubinlah~

p/s Sooks (and everyone else) is this font size alright? Can read without difficulties? Lmao. Let me know ya =)

Christmas eve

Aaron threatens Adam he's not gonna friend him if he continues to play with Elin.
Adam bullies Aaron and says he will only friend Elin.
Continue to bully him.
Aaron who is enraged in jealousy kept whining and whining.
Three of them ran around.
Aaron who couldn't keep up because of his short legs screamed for his brother.
Adam who enjoys bullying the bro with his new friend did not bother to slow down.
The whole thing goes in a circle.
So this is basically how my Christmas eve is.
Torture, I tell you.
PURE TORTURE.
*faint*

and a happy new year =)

xoxo

Today is Sze Tzing's birthday. Although the days we knew each other isn't considered 'long' long, almost three years. It ain't short too. Haha~

You've always had been a very good friend. Calm and collected. Cheeky. Honest. Yes, very honest. That's what I like the most about you. You wouldn't lie or pretend. And I don't know why but it's very comforting to talk to you. Lmao.

Sorry for not being able to celebrate with you this year. I've missed last year's celebration too *guilty*

But I hope that you'll have a wonderful year ahead and find your bearing in life. The most important thing is that you're happy with what you have now. The rest is only trivial matter. Let's work hard together kay?
Happy birthday again my dear =)

what the ... did that just happened?!

I don't know if that was okay for me to disclose so much.
I thought it was just a normal conversation, normal questions that any one would ask.
But it turned into something else.
And now I dread it, badly.

biatch

You know it's disappointing when you've worked hard for something and the people around you put in the same effort as you, if not much much more, but you and your group mates did not get the right recognition. Fine then, it could be any other side factors we have no control over that influences the outcome.

However, things are WAY different if you found out that you are suppose to get higher recognition BUT it was forfeited because of an individual's bad judgment and stupid action.

We worked our arses off for this while you did nothing except for attending some of the meetings and rehearsals. Sure, you prepared the refreshments but sorry missy, that's not enough to redeem yourself for all the damages you've done. You didn't even show the initiative that a director should.

Don't you know that deadline is everything? That deadline could cost you your marks? I don't give a damn about that 2 marks. It's just that I know we worked hard for it especially Jackie, Vivian and Sean. This project is not the only project that we had on hand at that time. But still, three of them came to school even when there's no lecture just to complete the video and brochure and everything else. So, they DESERVE that recognition.

What is done is done though. The possibility of the lecturer giving us that extra marks is close to nil. So, this serve as a very important lesson, avoid grouping with these people if you can. They always, always do you no good *sigh* And please, please I would highly appreciate it if you're not in any of my next semester's classes.

Very strange indeed.

Two died in freak shopping mall accident (Update)

BY SYED AZHAR

KOTA BARU:Two shoppers were killed after a driver lost control of her car on an upstairs open air parking of a mall, slamming the vehicle into a retaining wall before plunging down three stories.

Another shopper was seriously injured in the freak accident that occurred at 4.45pm when the mall in Jalan Hamzah was packed with weekend patrons.

Nurain Said, who was in the car when it plunged down, miraculously survived the 54-metre fall.

The dead have been identified as trainee nurses Siti Nuramira Shamsuddin, 19, and Siti Nurdiana Azman, 18, from a local college, both of whom died on the spot after being hit by falling debris.

Both Rashidah Ahmad Latif, 18, and Nurain have been admitted to the Raja Perempuan Zainab II Hospital with head injuries.

District OCPD ACP Zahruddin Abdullah said the original driver of the car - identified only as Sabri - had earlier gotten out of the car, which had stalled at the parking area.

He said Sabri then told his 17-year-old sister Nurain to get behind the wheel while he pushed the car in an attempt to jumpstart the engine.

ACP Zahruddin said while Sabri was pushing the car, the engine suddenly came to life, causing the car to lunge forward and smash into the retaining wall, which also served as the building’s ventilation airway.

He said Siti Nuramira, who was on the second floor of the building, and Siti Nurdiana, standing on the ground close to the escalator, could have died after being crushed by concrete debris.

“We are looking for Sabri and another woman identified as Nurul Atikah to assist police in their investigations for reckless driving,” he said.

A witness Hazura Ariffin, 25, said she heard a loud bang that shook the building.

“I thought it was an earthquake at first. I was shocked to see the wrecked car lying in the middle of the mall between the escalators,” she said.

Police had since cordoned off the building and advised all patrons to vacate the building to avoid further casualties.

Crowds waiting outside the mall attracted the curiousity of motorists, causing serious traffic jam along the road. Traffic only resumed to normal two hours later.

(The Star Newspaper, 2009)

I saw the third photo first on fb and was wondering to myself what is that car doing in the middle of the escalators. And after reading the comments left on that page, I was dumbfounded. Not in a million years I'd thought of something like this could happen. I remember I've visited this mall with the Cina Society members back in June 07.

Life is so unpredictable. One day you're happily shopping on the weekend and next you could be lying lifeless next to a car that just so happen to fall on you. I don't think I can imagine this kind of thing happening when I'm out shopping. The worst I can think of is being mobbed or meeting someone that I dread, NOT being hit by a car falling out from the roof. So people, live your life to the fullest and with no regrets cos we'll never know what would happen to us in the future.

RIP
Siti Nuramira Shamsuddin and Siti Nurdiana Azman.

Love my new wallpaper.
Woohoo~
*sings santa claus is coming to town*

I really should be studying
=x

Berubinlah~

A beautiful sky equals to

a beautiful day.
And I'm off to my last writing class.
=)

Food for de-stressing

My effort to make this blog alive again =)
I don't know if they have these in Klang's pasar malam cos I've never been to one since like forever. Lol.

Pandan-flavored 'man cian ke'.
rm1.

It's thicker than the usual ones and of course more peanuts but quite sweet. And the pandan flavor ain't strong enough. Or there's none at all. Lol. It's just the typical ones that we can get and the difference is that its green in color. But it seems to me their business ain't bad. And I like it cos it's bigger and thicker than those we usual eat. Keke..

They call this China Burger.
rm1.50 for the chicken filling ones.

Okay, this is not bad I must say. They have a lot of selections for the fillings. Chicken, prawn, sausage etc. And there's two or three stalls selling these. But I'd always go to this stall on the left side cos they open kinda early. I always go early cos I don't want to squeeze with the crowd. It's massive I tell you and me no likey =( I shall try the other stall next time. Lol.

I bought popiah and takoyaki balls too but you guys surely know how it looks like right?
Lol.

Discrimination Against Gheys

The video I did with my Human Communication groupmates are finally up on youtube. Woot~
Please watch this kay and rate! And comment if you want to. Lol. Thank you ^^

Team Jacob ^^

Well, updates are ceasing nowadays. Nothing inspires me to write anymore. I don't go like "oh yeah, I should blog about this". And somehow I feel I write naively. Haha. That's what my writing lecturer told the class. He said that some of the students are still writing naively and I sorta terasa. I don't know. I'm doing well in his class (it's one of the classes that I enjoy this sem) but felt like I'm not up to par yet *sigh* enough about that. Let's proceed on with the post.

As all of you have read my title, yep, I'm officially in team Jacob. I can imagine Pei Li's reaction already *chuckles*

Honestly, the film sucked big time. Kristen Stewart is still kayu and all like how she was in Twilight. Robert Pattinson's, well, I still do not get why girls are crazy over him. Maybe like what Pei Yi said, he's good looking at CERTAIN angle. Lol. Yeah, maybe. It's just that I have not discover that and how good an actor he is yet. Heh..

Lucky I did not expect anything out of this film cos I've heard bad reviews before going for it. The only thing that saved it from further damnation was Taylor Lautner's shirtless scenes. And boy, he looked SOOOO much better with short hair. LOL. I think by now I can't deny the fact that I'm weak when it comes to *cough*hot*cough*bods*cough*. I'm so shallow and I can't help it =)

TL's physical appearance was not the only thing that made me support team Jacob though. It's because in this case, I would prefer the idea of a friendly relationship turns romantic. I do like the idea of love at first sight too, don't get me wrong. But don't you think that Edward have the upper hand? It was easy enough for Bella to fall madly in love with Edward that oozes out charms involuntarily. So, I don't think it's fair to say that Bella loves him not for his looks only but whole-heartedly. I bet it's a different story if Edward and Jacob are of the same standard.

And I prefer Jacob's portrayal that's more human-like contrary to Edward who is cold and sparkles under the sunlight. Pffttt. That's pure ghey.

I know I'm being bias here partly because of the actor *chuckles* but damn, I'd say GO TEAM JACOB.

20091125 Forum

Another burden to be axed from the list. It was really fun and enjoyable.
Although the feedback from the lecturers weren't very good.
We did had a great time preparing for it especially in shooting the video.
Once the vid is uploaded I'll link it.
LOL.

The human communication classmates.

Mabel. Jackie. Me. Basetsana
They're the best groupmates you can ever have!

Sean. Vivian. Mabel. Basetsana. Jackie

The Mei Yi with different spelling. Me. Jackie. Our quirky lecturer, Mr Hellis
He LOVES the camera.

Group 1.
Woot~

Mood swinging

On Thursday I was thinking about my cds. LOL. That was very random. So I went back and gathered my 'collection'. But sadly, two are missing! My AAR and Usher's album. I searched high and low, every nook and corner but to no avail. I think the AAR went missing a long time ago. I don't really mind though cos it's pirated =P But my Usher cd!! That's original. I bought it when I was in Taiwan eons ago. And now it's missing. The cover is still around but the cd just disappeared into thin air *cries*

Somehow I suspect that maybe one of the ex-maids might have broke it or something and hide it from me. It's not the first time anyways *sigh* I hate it when my things just go missing like that. I even tried to find for my flower earrings to wear during forum but the same thing happened too. All of it disappeared without a trace. Or did I misplaced it myself? *sigh*

The cd! I don't think I misplaced it myself. But I guess I'll never know.

Hmmm... It ain't cheap! ='(

I wonder what are they peeking at

Imma axe you out of my list dear CS midterm.

And note to self, INTERPRETER converts high-level program into machine language one statement at a time after the execution. Not repeatitor or whatever I wrote.

I'm a piece of dead meat.

Da Vinci - The Genius

"Direct from Italy, this world acclaimed exhibition from the II Genio de Leonardo da Vinci Museo brings to life Leonardo’s genius as an inventor, artist, scientist, anatomist, engineer and architect.

Now also including the new and revealing Secrets of Mona Lisa exhibit from Paris, Da Vinci – The Genius is the most comprehensive exhibition ever assembled on the greatest mind that ever lived. An amazing experience and inspiration for the whole family." - Da Vinci The Genius Exhibition

Anyone?
The tix is RM25 at National Science Center =)

Indigestion

Happens when I need to digest these for assignment.


Charles Bravo, who killed you?

Mission: Korean Rice Cake
Venue: Pasar Malam, Taman Connaught
Date: 04.11.2007
Time: 1745 - 1830
Status: Pending...

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Venue: Block D, UCSI South Wing
Time: 1930

Mission accomplished
=)

Very the short break.

Ahh, the sweet power of Internet.
I can window shop without leaving my room.
Woot~
Time to de-stress babeh!

I want this messenger bag!

I think those back in Convent would remember the boxer bag.
LOL.
This is the sling version of it.

I've been wallet hunting for over a year now.
And this looked fine!
=)

A bit feminine for me, no?

That's all for now.
Gotta go solve my Charles Bravo mystery.

Like it.

When Cheras looks like this.
Drizzling, cold and misty.
Where is my comforter?

And when we have random performances in class.
We're told to present our persuasive speech and this guy did a topic on music.
So as visual aid, he sang and played the guitar.
So random right?

And Sooks, this is the piano accompanist I was telling you about.
Exactly the same spelling.
Oh, the randomness. Heh~

Berubinlah~

WAHHHHH I'M DEAD I'M DEAD
I'M SOOOOOO DEAD
WHAT TO WRITE? WHAT TO WRITE? WHAT TO WRITEEEEE?!!!
Anyone have any idea for my writing assignment? I need a fun topic instead of the over-used-for-instance-abortion kinda topics. I was planning to write about why Mr Darcy is women's fantasy dream date. But this plan was shattered in pieces when me lecturer said this

"I don't know how you are going to incorporate facts and figures from external sources, if it's fiction you are writing."

Plus he wants us to find 10 references from different sources. Great. Just great. And I'm suppose to hand in the essay outline by Thursday.

Mr Cheah, you're really something.

the blur lecturer ^^

I have this chinese-Indonesian friend that I'd always sit together with during lectures and tutorials since we're taking four out of five subjects together.

And today during our Human Communication lecture, the lecturer asked something about racism against chinese people in Indonesia.

It goes something like this

"Rubin and Revythia, why does the .... "

The whole class was laughing out loud and I turned to him and said,

"Sir, I'm Malaysian!"

And he'd always mistaken me for Revy and Revy for me. We know that because when he called out my name, he's looking at Revy instead and vice versa. That's why both of us refer him as 'the blur lecturer'.

Forlorn

I need to get the stones out of my heart. Fast.
Work are piling up as I speak.
Assignments, tests, midterm.
I doubt that I could continue on when it's hard for me to even breathe.
And I think I badly need to go back home and see some familiar faces.
But then again it might worsen the situation since I'll be back on Sunday night.
Back to the room to face the four walls.
Nicole, now I truly do understand whatever you were feeling when you first went Inti.

Lost

Currently I'm not in my best shape. And I meant mentally, not physically. Wai Peng left on Monday right after her final paper and we went to celebrate with her course mates after that. Well, more of them celebrating and me sighing. I still have 2 more months to go. I can already start to feel the emptiness of the room because I'm so used to having Wai Peng here. We always have each other as companions. But I guess that's unavoidable. Life goes on.

And my film & arts midterm result was out on Friday. I didn't do very well. So right now I'm quite worried about that. Then there's Intro to business and Computing Studies. Headaches really. With minimal friends out here, I'm quite lost.

Honestly speaking, I find most of the students here very chuan except for the human communication bunch. They're alright. But people here especially from the hostels are not so friendly. So I can already feel that this two months will be especially tough to pass.

So the next best thing for me now is to fully concentrate on my studies. Well, I really hope I can achieve that. Or at least, AT LEAST I don't have to sit for supplementary test or worst, retake any subjects next semester. That's the goal for now. But we'll see after finals.

If only Revy could move here from the north wing campus.

Maybe it was a mistake.
But I hope I've made the right decision now.
Cos I'm tired of guessing why.
I don't mind at all, really.
And maybe I was too sensitive.
But it really hurts at that moment.
I can feel the pain still.
And you shall feel how yours would shatter too.
Cos I'm feeling merciless now.

Anyone?

I WANT TO WATCH 500 DAYS OF SUMMER.
Anyone interested?
It's only showing in KLCC though.
=(

I can't wait to move into a real house.
Then I can drink milk and eat cereal for breakfast, make egg sandwich for lunch and drink miso soup for dinner.

I really don't know if I should thank you or not.
But one thing that I'm sure about, I'm afraid of your sudden 'kindness'.
Why is it a concern for you now when you didn't give a damn before this?
Bullshit, really.

Something flukey

ROFL.
It's a total coincidence.
That I have this same reversible Samuel & Kevin belt

with a friend whom I just get to know two days ago.
But the saddest part is that, the friend's a guy.
='(
The belt's in a shade of light pink you know.
LIGHT PINK.

Anyong!

It's been a while since I've last updated. Life's been, I guess busy. Assignments, meetings, and all that. I've got proposal to hand in on Monday, Computing Studies test and speech presentation on Wednesday, and group presentation on Friday. Plus, tests are catching up very soon.

Though today wasn't very productive. Me, Wai Peng and a few friends went around the housing area to look for rooms. I think we're too early to find for one since it's only October now. We'll only be moving in on January when the new semester commence. But I might move out after the month ends to the housing area. It's only a plan for now. I mean, it's far cheaper than staying in campus. And I'd be able to cook dinner since Wai Peng wouldn't be around anymore after October. I'd have to eat dinner alone T.T

After meeting with the landlords and viewing the rooms, we went to the night market and lepak till almost 10pm. Imagine that, that's like our first time to be out there so late at night. LOL. And the night market is super super packed.

I don't know if it's because I'm not used to wearing jeans or what? But after coming back from the night market, I changed into shorts and discovered red patches all over my thighs. Previously in the afternoon I've already started to itch on my arm, but I guess it worsen and spread to the lower body after baking under the hot sun and drenched in sweat. Sigh. Hope it'll recover soon. It's really ugly to have red patches on the arm. At least the thighs will be covered by wearing pants.

Anyhows, I'm dead beat and slightly hungry. I shall go to sleep now and screw my writing class assignment. The girl need some rest =P

Berubinlah~

Nasi XXX

Feel like eating that nasi (enter word here) that I always had while I was working.
But I can't recall what is it called anymore.
Nasi dagang? Nasi kerabu?
LOL.
I can't remember.
It's like drugs.
I can eat it for a week straight.
But because it's served with chicken so it's unhealthy for me to eat it so often.
And Pei Li will open her eyes so wide that it might pop out whenever I tell her that I just had nasi (enter word here) for lunch.
LOL.
I still can't recall the name for it.

Is it because it's a small world?
Or is it because I've found my lucky star?
Cos the thing that made me couldn't stop smiling happened again.
And it always caught me off guard.
I guess Monday is not that bad, afterall.
*chuckles*

Berubinlah~

I super hate the bloody slow connection over here!
Makes me more pek chek than I already am.
I can't even have a proper conversation with MR.
ARGHHHHHHH DAMN IT.

Raya's over T.T

I like this photo.

All of us looked nice. But Pei Chen is missing cos she have to help us take this pic. LOL. Pei Chen, san fu sai ah!


And this is me looking blur dot com. I thought it would be ugly, but hey it turned out quite okay. I was actually talking to Mima when she snapped this. LOL.

And I had a very filling lunch with the twins and Wayne. They treated me lunch. Thank you very muchie!!

Creamy shrimp risotto.
I never fail to order this.
LOL.

And the dessert!
Bread and pudding? What's the name again? Can't remember. Heh~

Oh yes, Pei Li they do serve you water if you don't order drinks. LOL.


Imma introduce my lappie too.

I've named him Tablo. Yes, it's a him. LOL. But he's not so leng chai anymore cos in order to protect him, I've sticked the keyboard protector thingy cos my room is dusty thanks to the construction site.

It's a happy, happy day.

I can't stop smiling. LOL.
I'm not even worried about the presentation later on.
And sumore today is Pasar Malam Day.
Woot~
Peng is gonna smack me when she gets back.
ROFL.
Hopefully it will last until I see the ACS peeps this raya.
I miss you guys!
But for now, I'll just keep smiling even though my cheeks are sore.
I really can't help it.
*smiles gleefully*

Berubinlah~

When we're bored

I'm turning into a camwhorer!
NOOOOOOOOOOOOO~~~~~~~~~~

More photos but Peng's laptop is not sensing my infrared connection.
Next time lah =)

I really, really, really, really should be preparing my speech draft due on Wednesday.












But I don't know what I should freaking write!!! =(

I don't know why but this week is considered as unlucky week *sigh*
No electricity since 2pm.
So my class at 3.30pm was cancelled.
And even after we returned to hostel after dinner at 7 plus, still no electricity.
WTF?
Only our campus got no electricity you know.
Okay, fine then.
We went out around 8pm to Richie's Cafe so that we could go online and Peng could charge her phone.
8.30pm and we still couldn't connect to their wifi connection.
Not even Old Town's connection across the street.
=.='''
Fine loh then, we slowly walked back to our hostel.
Thank god electricity came back.
Or else, I don't know what will happen.
Peng and I might start killing each other.
ROFL.
Oklah, duwan to hog Peng's laptop any longer.
Both of us had been dying to check our fb. LOL.
Sad right?

Wednesday is Pasar Malam Day!

We're being naughty here. 10.30pm and we're still not sleeping. Because yeah okay I know, it's not consider late also. But usually we have class at 8am till 11am. So, by 10 plus or 11 like that we're already lying on the bed, half asleep.

That will be our silent moment - Wai Peng

So true. When we're wide awake, you can hear our constant chatter. But when both of us are tired already and slowly drifting into our dreamland, all you can hear is the fan's sound. LOL.

But today we rebelled. Because Wai Peng got no lecture on Thursday and Friday while I only have one class in the afternoon. Okay, don't talk about Friday. I'm trying to forget about it. Haha~

So on Thursday, I can sleep in until 2pm, wake up, take a quick shower and go to class which is located in Block C which is 22 steps away from Block D (our dorm). Okay, don't count the steps from 3rd floor to ground floor. I only need to cross a damn road to lecture!

And today we went to the Cheras pasar malam. Woot~ Our second time actually. We managed to stuff ourselves with food. Very cheap economy noodles, rm1.80 only. Then there's takoyaki balls. Yum yum~ Sea coconut drinks. And oh, oh! Smelly tofu!! ROFL.

And now we're too full to sleep. LOL.

I'm currently using the WiFi connection from our room. Woohoo~ The connection is damn fast. Maybe because it's Friday and most people already left for home. So we can use kao kao. LOL.

Wai Peng and I are waiting for time to pass so that we could board the train to go home. We were suppose to go home after 6.30, after my last lecture. But my lecture ended at 4.30pm instead. That's like two hours earlier! Woohoo~

Though I must say this lecturer makes me headache. He's a newbie, like me. Hehe~ But he kept pausing and repeating what he just said. So it's abit hard to get him. But nevermind, it's Art & Film Appreciation. We just need to watch a lot of movies. Nyeknyeknyek~

But OMG, assignments. I have a speech to comment on and also I need to write my own speech on any topic because the lecturer wants to 'see us in our natural way of speaking' =.='''
I'm totally speechless.

Anyways, me and Peng are going back now. Hehe~ By estimated 3 hours time, we will reach Klang. Can't wait. But first, we have to battle through the crowd. Ughhh. Wish us luck!

Berubinlah~

I have no *beep* idea why the connection is so bad.
I can't log into RC.
I can't watch GD's solo performance.
I can't watch Wild Bunny.
Basically the *beep* page takes *beep* long time to load.
Aigoo~
Why are you treating me like this?
Is this too much to ask for?
I just want to have a *beep* smooth connection.
Do I really have to resort to going online after 12am?
And I don't think that even *beep* guarantees fast connection cos it's public hols tmr.

damn

Why is the connection so slow?! Is it because it's school hols now so all the kids are using streamyx at the same time?

My dear children, it's school holiday now. Only three days left. Don't waste it. Go out and have some fun. Don't peruk yourself in the house. Go hang out with your friends or go watch a nice movie. Or you can even play sports ke. Plus the bloody sales is still going on. Go and get yourself something.

Just STOP HOGGING THE DAMN LINE.

I'M BACK BABEH

Home sweet home. Seriously nothing is better than this. And I'm glad that I'm able to travel back home on weekends. Was a little home sick on the first night. But thank goodness Wai Peng was there with me. Or I think I might have a harder time to adjust to the new environment. Thanks babe!

The hostel room is alright. Slightly dirty. But Peng and I managed to clean it up so it's not so teruk anymore. Hehe.

My bed before cleaning.
I'm on the left side while Peng's on the right.


At night, we have a pretty view of the city lights from our windows.

Orientation was so-so. Nothing interesting. Made a few friends. But no one from Foundation in Arts yet. I guess it'll happen after class starts on Tuesday. My first class is Film & Arts Appreciation from 2pm to 6pm *gulps*

And yes I have a very sad news. It looks like I'll be studying till the end of the year without any sem breaks because I'll be studying for long semester instead of short semester. But I guess we'll still be able to meet on weekends when I'm back.

On a lighter note, I think something must have happened to me and Wai Peng yesterday night cause all of a sudden we started camwhoring... with the hair dryer.






The rest are classified too hiao for public viewing. LOL.

Have a nice weekend ahead =)

Berubinlah~

OMG, today is the last day already.
So fast =(
Seriously I haven't start to pack yet.
Just gathering my stuff here and there.
Even though I'd still be coming back on weekends.
But I'm definitely going to miss my home.
Especially the a/c and PC.
And I've been slacking for so long.
I can't imagine having to go to classes and do assignments.
I even made a stupid mistake of reading the UCSI thread in forums.
Well you can all guess, it's not good comments.
*sigh*
Trying not to think about it anymore.
I shall not succumb to my hesitation.
It always do me no good.
Okay, I should really start packing now.

Am craving for Chicken Spicy McDeluxe.

And I bet I'll lose my voice after I had it =(

Not good, not good.

I was listening to SuJu's Sorry, Sorry while typing my previous post. Then my sister suddenly appear at the door and started dancing to these steps...



WTF?! XD

Summer Sonic Festival

I think this will be in my list of 'things to do before I die'. LOL. I'm not a fan of crowded places. I dread them. But Summer Sonic Festival will be one of the events that I don't mind attending.

Like this year LINKIN PARK performed for the second time. I've ceased the fangirl activity and focuses more on K-pop now. But still I'd like to watch them perform live once again. It'll be so worth it. Some more in one of my favourite countries. Oh, the joy! Then there's The All-American Rejects, Keane, Hoobastank, Dragon Ash, Puffy, B'z etc etc

<333 B'z

They even performed my all-time favourite song this year in Summer Sonic. Kya~~~~



While previous years they had Daft Punk, Coldplay, Goo Goo Dolls, Orange Range, Hinder, Oasis, Rip Slyme, Tommy Heavenly 6 etc etc. I wanna live in Japan! I don't mind the earthquakes, really. Then I can attend this event and eat all the sushi I want.

Why can't we have ads like this?

New shades and a hyper kid.

No new updates for this past week because I was given the duty to babysit my devil-like darling nephews. Oh, I love them to bits but some time they can be a little too much to handle. One hyperactive kid and a don't-force-me-to-do-homework-or-I'll-cry kid. The worst is when jealousy kicks in *sigh*

But I'm a proud aunt cos Adam did no mistake in his spelling and ejaan test. Muahahaha~ Or else the blood that I vomitted several times will go to waste. LOL.

Oh, oh my new "rayban" shades from Hatyai. 80 Baht only. LOL. I think Aaron wear it better than I do.



It's really hard to get a good photo out of a hyperactive kid. VERY HARD. So I gave up asking him to pose for me. And the lighting isn't so good in the room.

Really nothing much going on. Except that I'll be going into college soon. In about a week. Gosh, I have no idea what to pack. All I can think of is clothes, hangers, cellphone charger ... and a little help here? Lol. Susah lah~

Spirited/Expressive

The persuader.
You are a natural motivator and communicator.
You are also very competitive.
You can sway peoples emotions by the way you talk.
You have a very warm and enthusiastic personality.
When talking about something, you tend to exaggerate, or leave out facts and details just to make a good story.
You are a free spirit and do whatever you feel.
You are either an entertainer or leader.
Sometimes you’d rather talk about things than do them.
People often go to you with their problems because you can make them feel better after a talk.
You may not give good advice but you generally know the right things to say to cheer them up.
You’re the type that enjoys being with a large group of friends and taking the spotlight.
Be careful not to have a big mouth or big ego.
People with this personality trait have mood changes very quickly from cheerful to bitter and vice versa!
You are susceptible to starting gossip or starting a fight because you can be obnoxious sometimes!

*continue nodding her head*

Aigoo~
I'm hesitating again.
I really can't help it.
I always go off track.
*sigh*
I just found out that most of first batch graduates went into teaching line.
o.O
Teaching?!
Serious ah?

Time for a change.

Seconds after I've changed my pm to 'no turning back', the sis called and asked how's everything. Haha~ That was fast.

Well, I've registered myself for Foundation in Arts and then continue on with Bachelor in English & Communication. I've paid the registration fees and also deposit for the on campus accomodation. There's really no turning back now unless she don't mind burning the money.

I'm trying not to think of it anymore. I realize I tend to over-think unnecessary stuff and in the end it'll just make me hesitate even more. And because of that she doesn't trust my decision and she could sense that I do not have the faith and will power. So she'll just step in and decide for me, which is what I'll let her do almost everytime.

But I feel this gotta stop now. I've chosen what I want and I'll make it work this time. I'll prove myself to them *laughing evily*

Staying on campus and working part time (possible) should be erm, fun. Heh~ And yes, I CANNOT disappoint anybody ever again. Not even myself. This is a promise. Whoever reading this shall be my witness. So whenever I'm slacking off, please remind me of my mission. Must remind Wai Peng to keep an eye on me too. Hehe. Thank you very much.

Why oh Why?

My head and my heart is currently having a battle on whether to go ahead with my plans or not. Yes I know, very indecisive. I'm not proud of myself. I can't stand myself so I don't expect those people that I'd run to everytime I need an opinion or two could either. They must have very high tolerance level.

I've always regarded my family as the 'typical chinese family' as in the not so expressive kind of family. Or one word - cold. It's very different from Western family. Maybe I watched way too many TV series for my own good. But you can always see parents telling their kids to do whatever they want as long as they're happy and they will always support them. Well, I do need that kind of encouragement now. I do get it from friends but it's different compared to family.

And people always say just do it as long as you're happy. Well, how am I suppose to be happy if she's not happy? Trust me. I would need ear plugs if she's not happy. There will be no ending to it.

I'm not trying to be mean here. I really do appreciate her concerns. But in times like these, I would highly appreciate a little bit of encouragement and a whole lot less on the erm, fussiness.

That is why I always have a hard time believing you.
Because you never stay true to what you've said.
Now I have to go through all these shits all over again.
It's never going to end if you keep acting like this.
NEVER.

<333

I can't log into Facebook and the connection is so weak!! Damn. Anyways, a big thank you and hugs for all the wishes and blessings from my dear friends. I can't wait for the third week of August =)

For the ones in Klang, we manage to go for dinner. It was nice to spend the night with a few buddies and joke around. And Pei Yi bought me dinner. Muahaha~ Thanks again! But Elaine and Sze Tzing couldn't make it cos they were busy =(

Anyhows, photos are with Sooks and Nicole. Will ask from them later. I only manage to capture this.

We were sitting at table number 25.

Heh~

The coincidence.

And oh, thank you very much for the polo tees. Now, I have 7 polo tees and I'm still counting for more XD

While on the weekend, I went over to Thailand. It's my first trip. Yay~ I've been wanting to visit our neighbouring country since Standard 6 and finally, I get to go! LOL. And I might be going again this coming Raya. Weeee~

Something caught my eyes when we went around town.




This pole is not the worst compared to another one that I saw. But I didn't have the chance to snap that. I don't know about you guys but it sure looked dangerous to me. Like it's going to explode any moment due to excess usage of electricity. Scaryyy.

Hey birthday girl!

You know who you are.
I have a little test for you.

Read the line below.
You're not old until you can't read this writing anymore.

Can read or not?
Die die also must say can hor?
LOL.
Have a smashing 20th birthday!

p/s I miss your vibrating nose lah. How? ROFL.

Never thought that I'm black in color.

You are probably an introverted, indifferent sort of person. You aren't necessarily emo or really hateful, though you can be. You just aren't bubbly and happy all the time like yellows, oranges, and pinks. In fact, you probably have a hard time putting up with people who ARE happy all of the time.

You are probably intelligent and artistic, and maybe a little bit of a loner. You do have friends, you just don't mind being alone. Gives you time to think. You are a little blunt, and you usually tell it like it is. You are classy, and simplicity goes a long way with you. You can be a little off-beat, your interests may not go with "the norm".

As for your friends, you love them deeply. You may not have many close friends, but you choose them carefully. You are incredibly loyal to your friends, and they know they can count on you. You'd do just about anything for them, and they know it.

You probably don't show your feelings so much, but you do have feelings. Deep ones, too. You feel things deeply, and you can be passionate - you just don't show it.

Your sense of humor is probably a little dark, but you do love to laugh. You can be totally crazy when you open up, but you rarely do.

You, in a nutshell: Classy, introverted, loyal, a bit of a loner, unique, edgy, deep, artistic, crazy (rarely), intelligent.

There might be changes on the current plan.
So much for embracing it.
When I've finally settled down, someone gotta stir the water again.
I don't know if you really meant what you've said this time.
I don't know if I should trust you this time.
But I know you're as confused as I am.
Still, don't make promises that will never come true.

That kid is damn farnie!
And it's one of my favourite song!
Forward to 0:32 to watch =)
Too bad it's not in high definition though.
The video does not do them justice.



Aigoo~
Love the peace sign at the end.
So cute!!
XD

What the...

I went up to Cheras again today with the sis. She wants me to learn the way. It's alright I guess. I'll be using Kesas highway so it's straight all the way and after that a few turnings. But things will be wee bit different when I'm in front of the wheel. Not her *sigh* On our way to the office, she was telling me things like 'slow down over here cos most accidents happen here'

-__________-

Even though before this I was complaining that I need to start driving, but now I'm a bit nervous about it. Aren't I suppose to stay within Klang radius for the first few months? Aigoo~

Guess everything happened too fast. But all I can do now is to embrace it and like what Mims said, give it my best shot.

Berubinlah~

I'm craving for iced aloe vera drink and a bowl of authentic korean kimchi.
That's what you call LOVE.

Final

I know a lot of you guys are concern about me. Constantly asking if I've decided whenever we chat on MSN. Heh~ I have decided before this and it was all about getting the green light. But I also knew that I was fighting a losing battle.

Although it is not what I want, but they I've already decided to work for the time being. The sister had secured a job for me in a law firm which is owned by one of her clients. I met the lady yesterday and we talked a bit. She told me that by reading law doesn't mean that I have to practice it because the law field is actually very wide and a lot of people took a degree in law as a stepping stone for them to venture into other fields like engineering, banking etc.

If I'm still interested in doing translation, I could do that too. But translate from English to BM lah or vice versa. So the plan now is to work, and then study part time in one of the private institutions. I've did some research, places like Stamford, ATC and Brickfields do offer part time courses. LOL. Though maybe I won't be able to practice law after graduating because of the lousy STPM requirement. Arghh... What the heck?! Not gonna dwell into this matter anymore. There's really no point to fight till the end because Dewan Rakyat had released a statement saying "will not let me have it my way this time". So screw it, I'll do whatever it is. They want a degree in law. I'll give them a degree in law. Even if I won't get to practice it later on. Period.

So now my dear friends, if things go smoothly, my work starts on 3rd of August. The first 3 months are probation period. I'll be handling things like writing letters, making phone calls etc. Basically admin work lah *cries* But 'fraid not, it's a Monday to Friday job. 8.30am to 5.30pm. We will still get to meet up when you guys are back for holiday. And maybe, I'll be able to drive by then *winkwink* So, pray for me ya!

I've been ambushed!

New suggestions from the eldest sister *sigh* Somehow I feel that I do not have a choice because the prospect of studying what I want doesn't look very bright. And again, the obligation thing that I've been trying to put aside.

I want to be selfish at times. Sulk and whine until I get it done my way. But because of the obligation thing, I guess I'll give it a try. Though how should I present myself later on? Lively and confident? Eager to score that position? Or clueless and dumb? Reluctant and unhappy?

I really have no idea *sigh* And I bet whoever that's reading this doesn't have a clue about what I wrote above. Me too! *chuckles*

Berubinlah~

Teck Teck

I'm not sure if she's going to read this.
But gonna do it anyways.

TECK JUN,

HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY!!

Because we are not able to be there to celebrate with you,
so let's relive the celebration we had last year ^^

Though we sorta celebrated your 20th birthday.
Remember this?

Count the candles and you'll know what I mean.

So hypothetically speaking, we did celebrate your 20th birthday!
ROFL.
Aren't I clever?
Muahahahahaha~

T.T

Xiao Chien,

thanks for the book and those words you've written.

It was definitely a lovely surprise. LOL.

I don't think we will be able to send you off on Sunday night.

But like you've said, you're still coming back during breaks.

So, I'll be looking forward for it.

=)

Have a safe trip and do take care ya.

Gonna miss you loads

T.T

Berubinlah~

p/s You can have Edward all by yourself.

I'm taking Jacob ;)

Headache

As much as I'm irritated by it myself, I can't help asking people what decision they had made too. LOL. Really can't help it. I guess somewhere deep down I've already decided which path I'm most likely to take. I just need confirmation that I would not waste my time doing something that will not benefit me in the long run. Plus, I need the green light from 'Dewan Rakyat' too.

So now, I'm not hunting for top-notch uni anymore cos I've realised this one thing from all the forum posts that I've read. There's no perfect uni. Shitty management or not. It's an obstacle. I'm pretty sure in time I'll complain about it. Probably in this blog. Heh~ I'm not going to be pleased. But in a few years, it's going to be buried in the past. The most important thing to do now is to secure a piece of paper with D-E-G-R-E-E printed on it. Stupid management? Pfft. It's just trivial matter.

And I've applied for Bachelor of English in UNITAR, you know just trying out my luck. I don't know this comes off as a surprise or not, but I'm accepted into their degree programme. Mind you, I've not lied about my STPM result. I clearly did not meet the requirements stated in their website. But I'm offered a place in their July intake. So now I'm highly suspicious about the quality of this uni. Not to say I had good impression of this uni in the first place. I've told a couple of you guys about the problem with that course that I came across few weeks ago. Here's the link
http://blog.thestar.com.my/permalink.asp?id=21434

Then again, if I am able to skip a year in foundation, isn't that good news? Though if I'm to follow my heart, I'd say no to UNITAR. LOL. Cos I don't want to major in TESOL, literature or linguistics. Somehow contradicts my statement above? Heh~

Welcome to my paradoxical mind *winks*

Your blood type is B and it explain that you are

Basic behavior
Cannot take orders easily
Make decisions fast
Can be flexible
Do not care about rules

Tolerance
Maintain the longest interest in what they do
Seem impatient
Dislike repetitious work

How do you see your future and past?
Hard to forget recent affairs, but able to forget past and memories

How do you express your emotions?
Expressive
Cool and objective
Although joke a lot, could actually be very shy
Change moods like the weather
Cannot stop complaining when they are upset

Partially true?

ROFL.

Quite true.

XD

Yay~

My god.
Finally, I've found that song.
It's called 'the prince's new clothes'.
Sounds cheesy eh.
It's sorta rock-ish song.
Mana tau the title so ...
-.-'''



It's Jam Hsiao btw.
My newest interest.
Heh~

Berubinlah~