At lost

I have no idea how it turned out this way. I should have smiled and said nothing about it but sorry, I no longer can contain the anger anymore. I hate being the youngest to tell you the truth, because I'm treated like a nobody. You guys must be thinking

"What? Your sisters treat you very good what bla bla bla... "

Yes, I can't deny that fact but there is the down side of it, times when insults are thrown in my face like meteor shower. When I'm not happy about it, they'll start with the "ah-can't-you-take-a-joke?" phrase. Fuck you. They know best that I won't withstand the insults but they insist in doing it. Sometimes 2 person = double the insults. They'll start criticising with words pahlia, evil etc etc. (Trust me it sounds worst in mandarin) When I confront them, things will just get worse.

They look down upon others, like they are the angels. They're not evil at all. Whatever shit they're doing is right. And pretend to be goody-two shoes in front of their friends. What they never thought of is that they're just like the ones that they despise so much. They're no better.

What I'm asking for is just for a little word of encouragement, a little attention, a little respect. NOT VERBAL ABUSE. Is that too much to ask for? Wait till I turn into a selfish heartless bitch that doesn't give a flying fuck about everything. It'll be a suicide. Meteor shower will hit me like there's no tomorrow.

YAY

Just came back from the old Jusco and satisfied myself with a copy of Jane Austen's Emma.

I was struggling on either Emma or The Phantom of the Opera.

*singing*

Christine! Angel of music ...

He's there... The phantom of the opera...

Beware... The phantom of opera...

*snaps out of it*

Okay, wondered abit off. Then the sister suggested Emma because I already knew the storyline of phantom.

It's just that I want to read the original version of the story,

not the simplified one that we learn during Form 2.

THEN, I found a copy of Jane Austen's Pride and Prejudice :: swoons ::

I like the cover, but I already own a copy. I like that cover too. It's off-white with minimum embellishment. But I don't mind buying another copy. Hehe~ I'm greedy.

OMG TRIAL ENDED

:: hops around giddyly ::

swooning

Everyone, say hello to my new love!

:: grins ::

Matsuyama Kenichi.

:: screams ::

:: still screaming ::

XD

Wah can fly eh

Realized something really funny from this Taiwanese Idol Drama. Normally, I don't really watch this kind of genre. Even if I did watch I couldn't finish the whole thing. Anyways, back to the topic. There's this part in the drama that is set in Shanghai, China.

Scene 1
The heroin is wandering around this harbour place in the city of Shanghai. I don't remember what's the name but I've been there before.


Scene 2
The desperate hero is searching for her but to no avail.

Scene 3
The heroin is still wandering but the setting had changed to another place that's more olden China kinda feel.

Until this part, I realized something funny. The setting in scene 3 is in a place called Zhu Jia Jiao. From the experience, to get to ZJJ, you need around 1-2 hours by bus and WITHOUT pitstop.

So how the hell did the heroin wander on foot from the harbour in Shanghai to ZJJ? She got metal leg ah? Or she's a witch? Can apparate and disapparate like Harry Potter.

Berubinlah~

The Law of Apple

And now it became ajaran sesat.

Quote Nicole.

In different places yet with common topic can create FUN!

End of quote.

we *heart* apples

The apple conversation between me, Pei Li and Nicole. We can even have fun without seeing each other. So you could imagine how chaotic it is when all of us are together.

While I'm uploading the photos..



Sorry, have to blacken out certain part cause it's not meant for minors XD
And now I know how to capture conversations thanks to Nicole and her bro! YAY!

p/s Let's go lunch together ASAP. You know what I mean.

hair cut.cut hair

Dozing off

Today is actually my first time dozing off 5 minutes after the paper started. I only read a few questions and then pap, fell asleep. Taking biology paper at 11am is a big no no. Hopefully there won't be a second time. It's really annoying.

But today Imma relax since the next paper is only starting next week. Of course I can't slack even though it's self-declared holiday. I still need to revise for Bio and Maths. Plenty of things to read, but so little time.

Exam season really killed a lot of things. The fun. The gossiping. The fooling around. But the Azam-ers still had a lil' tiny weenie fun while studying. There's still the laughter and random acts. Just a bit, diluted.

Can't wait for the Raya holiday. I wanna pack and leave town for a while =)

Berubinlah~

puzzling

As I'm typing this post, I'm actually in the middle of the conversation with a friend, Huey Xin. A very old friend indeed. She's leaving for the queen's land very soon to further her studies. Of course, soon people like Xiao Chien (I expect Pinx and Wayne also) will be leaving me. Even one of my nephew is leaving soon, to UK too. It's just the matter of time. But to see all of them so sure of their future made me think even harder.

" What will be my decision? "

I'm trying very hard not to get emo now. Everytime when I'm bombarded by this question, I'll try to avoid it. Must I decide now? What will it be? Will it be linguistic? Or artsy course? I'm totally hopeless in sciences. So I'm not going to consider it, not now. It's already mid Sept and in a month or so I'll be sitting for STPM. Just the thought of it makes me shiver. I think I should ban all these craps for the time being or I won't be able to sleep well. Hehe~

Anyways, I'm happy for my dear friend. I'm happy for everyone. Pinx seems to have decided on architecture. Amy's doing well in Kelantan. Haven't heard from Wayne for a long time though. Hope she's alright. While the rest is well settled in Uni's/colleges now. Life goes on. Period.

p/s I'm afraid that the food hunt from Ipoh to Penang will be quite impossible for me.

Mum : You all mang siao ah. Later dunno what will happen.

=.='''

Happy Mid Autumn Festival!

Berubinlah~

2.55am

I'm still up and awake cause I've just finished reading The Constant Princess. Woohoo~ 10 hours ago I was so excited cause I found the last copy in Popular. Dunno how I managed to miss the book last week while browsing all the shelves for three times. And it's RM2 cheaper than MPH's with 10% discount. So okaylah, better than nothing right?

Oh about the bra conversation that we had today in class I think I might have misunderstood what he wrote but I still find it inappropriate.

Girl 1&2: No larr... i hear people say that u all cannot "tahan nafsu". Wear coloured bra also go crazy adi... that's why that day teacher force us to wear singlet from the following week onwards

Use the brain. It's definitely not about lust. It's about S-A-F-E-T-Y.

Berubinlah~

=(

I WANNA READ! DAMN YOU TRIALS!

*laughs*

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.oot yadot deppiks I, seY

.worromot ebyam dnA

.gnihcaorppa si rebmetpeS 80 esuaceB

.lla ta deraperp ton m'I

.allef usaik emos eb ot gniyduts esuaC

.secneics dna shtam ekil stcejbus yllaicepsE

.eciton t'nevah uoy fi oga emit gnol pu nevig ev'I

.selbmaR

The Simple Life

Yesterday, I met my long time friend in where else? Aeon Bt Tinggi lah. She's my first friend ever and during the schooling period people used to think that we're related cause it's seems unlikely for me to know a lot of things about her.

Some of you from Convent could have guessed it by now. It's Annie Tan Chee Ling lah. That loud-mouthed da jia ji (loosely translated as 'fighthing chicken'). That's what my sisters call her cause she's exactly like a fighting cock. Very fierce and her mouth can't stop moving. Like laser beam. Hehe~

Fyi, she's currently working in Esprit for half a year now. Maybe I'm the only one who wasn't aware of this fact cause I lost contact with her after she went NS. It's funny to meet her again. She and her theory of life. I asked her if she's not planning to study again and she told me

" You know lah, I don't like to study wan. Study so much for what? In the end you still need to come out and work. "

True. True. 90% of what you study in school doesn't imply on your work. And with the small Malaysian market, the job prospect is really narrow. I might be studying sciences now but later on, who knows? I might be doing commerce. But if only it's as easy as the way that she had described. If only life is that simple.