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This week is gonna be hectic. I mean hectic as in HECTIC.
Yesterday was the second last chemistry practical.
Today was the librarian farewell.
Tomorrow KPA's annual general meeting.
Thursday Maths 1 test and presentation for Maths 2.
Friday Chemistry and Bio test.

:: in a very selamba tone ::
Oh we dissected white mice today. Very pleasant experience,

NOT! I almost vomit when I was cutting the digestive system. The smell. Fuh~ Can die eh. And the horror of it. The mice appears to be sleeping but it's actually stone cold dead. But then you'll have the feeling like it's going to come to live. Scaryyyy.... I don't have problem touching it but the smell is really strong. I would rather catch 50 carpenter bees. Throw in some dragonflies too (fyi dragonfly is very fast so it's very hard to catch).

About the farewell, I think it was between okay to good. I like the souvenirs. Very thoughtful and I didnt realize that it's hand made until I saw the upper part. The food. I requested for roti jala and they really prepared it. Haha~ Good job. I'm impressed =)
My loan-sharking days is over! Woohoo~

Berubinlah~

20080725 BBQ

Imma post up a few photos from friday night here. I've uploaded a few more in my friendster account. Yup, I've reactivated it after a long long time. And maybe facebook too =)

To the people who came for the lil gathering,

I'm really tired, BUT it was fun.

:: chuckles ::

Let's do this again after STPM.

Thanks for coming!

I really had a good time.

Thanks for helping out too!

Or I wouldn't know what to do.

Thanks for the prezzies!

I love them all! <3

Especially the mug!

And the bag cause mine spoiled on Friday.

HEHE~

Thanks for everything!

Thanks for the memorable night!

p/s I'll post up the photos later on. It's nappy time now.

JULY BABIES ROX~

ZOE LIM PEI LI

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY

LET'S ENJOY OUR LAST TEEN YEAR

<3

Today was one hell of a day, I mean in a good way cause Maths 1 test was postponed due to the draggy assembly. Woohoo~ Then Zabe allowed us to do our own work. By work it means working our mouths, not brains. Then after that we had blood donation in our school. I almost get to donate. Cis, spent so long to calm down and really go for it but in the end didn't get to donate cause I didn't get more than 5 hours of sleep.

I didn't know that I looked dead until Soon Chia said so. He said I looked sick or something. Can't remember. After that was Hitler Chan's class and then a short board meeting to discuss the library's incoming board that we gonna reveal on Tuesday! It was a very short meeting cause after that the Yakin's came with the cake that Ramanan baked for Pei Li and I. Thanks Ramanan! Hehe~ You'll be shocked that a guy baked the cake and also did the decoration. I totally salute him. But I feel so ashamed of myself.
:: cries ::

A good shot of the chocolate flower.

Gotta bend down abit. Hee~

The boys eyeing the cake.

Thanks Ram for the cake!

Keng right?! I have no idea how he shaped the chocalate strips into petals. But he is REALLY patient. I think I'll smash the cake while in the process of shaping the flower. And it's really delicious. He said that it's dark chocolate but I don't think it's bitter, and not too sweet also. Just nice =)

Take 1 - Ram suddenly jumped into the photo

Take 2 - Dunno what happened

Take 3 - Sze Yong look at the photographer, not someone else!

Take 4 - Sorry, my fault!

Take 5 - Again!

Take 6 - I almost burst out laughing cause Suk Siang was so farnie when she threathened us not to move our heads anymore.

Ahhh... Aku dipenyekkan!!

With Mary-Ruth! I can't wait for her brownies! Woot~

I can't wait for Friday night lah! Even Chemistry test is postponed to next week. Haha~ So not so tension. But kinda regret that I didn't get to donate blood. Oh, I found out that my blood type is B. Hehe. B for BIN!

BERUBINLAH~

:: jaw drops ::

I'm just too bummed to talk. Read this article in The Stars and was wondering what has become to our society where the moment you step out of your house the probability of you getting mugged/kidnapped is 200 times more likely to happen compared to finding a 20 cent coin on the floor.

This is just tooooo bizarre.



Has this girl no common sense? And the 15 year old sister that saw her talking to an unidentified woman but 'thought nothing of it'. How can the girls be so ignorant and naive when every single day you hear of kidnapping/raping cases all over the country.

The most outrageous thing is the 19 year old boy. Saw her twice and wants to marry her already? Dude, grow up! I'm wondering if he's REALLY 19, not 12.

What has become to our society? Seriously.

Sorry

I really have no idea what to say but to apologize. Felt like I've betrayed someone. I did, didn't I? I've betrayed the trust one bestowed on me. Without thinking clearly, I blurted out things that I should not have said. Like adding oil to the fire. Gosh, I feel so ashame of myself, of my own carelessness. If only I've been more careful.

To that person, (you know who you are), I'm sincerely sorry for the troubles I've caused you. It was unintended. My mouth is sealed now. I'm not going to live up to the BBC nickname. Please let all this be forgotten.

wake me up when friday afternoon ends

Oh, I've said the darnest thing today. Shouldn't have opened my darn mouth in the first place. Still feel guilty about it. I hope nothing will happen after this. I really don't want it to get worse than this. All the dramas and scandals. It's more than enough. Sigh. Case closed. You will never hear a word from me again.

I'm kinda excited about Friday night :: chuckles :: Like what Pei Yi said, this will be our last chance to let our hairs down and relax before the battles begin. Okay, I realized that I've said the last chance/opportunity/time for me to relax but ya know, this bbq thingy wasn't planned out early early in the first place. It just pops out of nowhere. Hehe... And an overwhelming majority people that we've invited will be coming. Just left Wayne that has not confirm with me. Plus my sisters sumore leh. Maximum 35 people? Ekkk! Hope it doesn't rain that night :: crosses fingers ::

Food oh food. Nothing fancy. We're serving normal bbq food like chicken wing, sausages, chicken ball (great demand), fruits, spaghetti, brownies, potatoes, corns, and MARSHMELLOWS. The thought of all the delicious food is making me to salivate. Nyeknyeknyek... Any more ideas for the food or tis' too much?! ROFL.

I can't wait for Friday night. But before that gotto get through Maths 1 and Chem test on Thursday and Friday :: exhales ::
This reminds me to find for the skewers. I have no idea where is it chuck to.

Edit: Forgot to add that Mary-Ruth is baking the brownies! The holy and wise one is baking the brownies! Have you tried her brownies? NO?! Why? Where have you been? You can miss the chicken ball. You can miss the marshmellows. But you can't miss her freaking brownies! XD

Roof sex and Western Spaghetti

Pei Li, this is the video that I was talking about.



And this one. I like it a lot. Very creative. Hee~

My sisters (I know this sounded corny)

Have I told you people how much I *heart* my sisters? I think all four of my sisters influence me in a lot of ways. Like the 3rd sis, she's the one that recommend me to all the good music, food and any-entertainment-related stuff lah. And how she despise 'la-la'. She's one herself I gotta admit. Green highlighted hair? That spells L-A-L-A to me. Thank god, it's starting to fade.

And my 2nd sis as all of you know she's my driver. She fetches me to everywhere. She's the one that I go to for advises cause I know she knows what's best for me. You can say that she understand me more than myself. She's the one that I always have the serious talk with. Not the eldest. Not even my mum. Haha.

My eldest sister, she's married now with two kids. She still fool around with me, sometimes. I still remember she would bring me out for lunch with her friends when I was young like Metro, Friday's etc etc (my 2nd sister still whine about how lucky I am). Now that she's married of course her two boys comes first but still she would bring me out like to trips or something. But I suspect it's because she wants another person to help babysit her boys ^^'''

I'm currently not talking to the fourth one. It's really normal for us. It's like we would die of boredome if we don't argue. Haha. Even though she gets on my nerves most of the time but when we're on talking terms, we're really close. I'll share with her what I wouldn't even dream of telling my other elder sisters. And she'll tell me the same thing also. I think it's because of the age gap. She's only 4 years older than me. So both of us are closer.

Overall, I think my family's relationship is really weird. Like seriously. We argue most of the time and always in the not-gonna-talk-to-you-forever mode but after a while (one day to a few months, I'm not joking) we would make up and talk like as if nothing happened. Sometimes we would even joke about the arguments that we had. I have to admit most of the times it's over something silly or non-logical. This might be because we're very alike in every way. Strong-headed, egoistic, hot-tempered. So don't be surprise when I say,
"Oh, I'm not talking to her."
Cause it's normal for us. You can't say that we're very close to each other BUT we're not really very close also. Confusing? Yes, it's confusing for me too.

6th day of flu and nose block.

So the decision for the temporary board had been made. YAY! 2 more freaking weeks and we're done. Hopefully those that we've chosen can really shine and make the farewell something memorable for all of us.

The MUET result will be out tomorrow. All the best to those who took the test! I think our classes will be tergendala for tomorrow. Everyone would be talking about MUET, band, MUET, band and MUET.

Was surprised at something, am flattered with it. Haha.. Even though it's merely a courtesy. ROFL.

Feel like being in the water. Not a good swimmer though. I'll drown.

Think twice before reading this.

Note: I've been considering if I should post this up or not. Since it is something rather sensitive and ppl would rather not dwell in it. But this blog serves as my virtual diary too. So in the end, I decided to post it up rather than leaving it in the draft box.
I'm fine. I'm perfectly fine. I'm typing this out of the blue and to see how far I could go.

It's been six years and five months since that incident happened. I've never really shared my feelings with anyone, not even my sisters. It's kind of hard for me to talk about it. Even mentioning the word 'papa' was, still is very hard for me. There's always the sudden silence and awkwardness before mentioning it even if it does not necessarily refer to him.

I've always wondered how our lives will differ if he is still around. Will there be any changes? Will I still be as close to him compared to my younger years? Will his presence influence my decision on my future? Millions of questions and that's all the questions that I will never be able to find out.

Sometimes when I'm out somewhere, I would turn and look twice when I saw this familiar looking man. Often dress in polo shirt with a breast pocket filled with papers etc and a black pants. Spectacles. I'm not imagining or seeing things. It was a look-alike uncle.

The other day we were talking about moustaches, goatee and beard in class. I've said something about how much I like the feeling of stubbles brush against the skin, how I miss it and it's a bittersweet memory for me. It was kind of like a relieve for me, to have said those things. But nobody knew what I was talking about or they didn't want to dwell into that topic.

And everytime I see my nephews, there's a feeling of disappointment because they did not have the chance to meet and know him, or even learn how to pronounce 'wai kong'. They would never know how loving and caring their grandfather was. If he's still around, the two boys will be so spoilt that even my sister couldn't control them.

I miss talking to him, telling him about my adventures in school, what I talked to my friends about, what I've learned during science class on that particular day. Just to impress him.

I miss the times when he would pull me out of bed in the morning for school.

I miss the times when he would co-ax me after an argument with my sister.

I miss the times when he would bring me to little makan adventure.

I miss the times when he would just sit there and listen to my rambles.

I miss the times when he would get cheeky with me.

I miss the times when he would patiently wait outside the school's compound for school to end.

I miss the times when ...

It's a mess. I think I should stop here.

Snotting around.

Was lazy to blog about the Explorace in school on Saturday. And I'm still lazy now cause just got back from the librarian's interview. It's fun interviewing ppl! HAHA. So let the photos do the talking.












After Explorace, came back and slept for a while. Damn tired. Was at the verge of losing my voice cause during the Explorace, shouting and laughing out loud were involved. Right after waking up, came online and watched Hanazakari no Kimitachi e. I've read comments that the Japanese version is way better than the Taiwanese version. And Shun Oguri is in it so told myself why not watch it? Hehe.

At first I was only watching the first few epi, but I find it really interesting and funny so I finished watching 12 episodes on one sitting. ROFL. I think a lot of you might not know what drama I'm talking about cause it seems like I'm the only one that watches this genre, as in Jap stuff. So nevermind, anggap I'm blabbing. It's a good show. I'll recommend to anyone who would listen to me XD was doing that to Pei Li during bio period this morning. She said that she would go check it out. Pei Li you better go click the crunchyroll link!

It's an adaptation from manga. So it can be really whacky, exaggerated and unrealistic. Like how can a girl slip into an all-boys school without any of the students notices? Or how can the main character be so perfect? How can you run away from your house so easily and find ways to support yourself? Then again, it's just a drama. Seriously I don't mind studying in that kind of school, with really linear, fun and exciting school system. Don't even mind staying in the dorm. It's only what every student can dream of. Go watch it if you don't understand. HAHA.

better be fun.

Twenty-eight more clue cards to go. My right fore finger are already purple in color and the room smells like marker pen. Well, according to my sister's complaints lah cause I can't smell a thing now. Stupid flu. Six plus plus more hours I need to be in school for the explorace. I hope I can wake up in time or Sooks will skin me alive. Haha. Exaggerating. She won't skin me lah. She so nice. LOL.

This is what I've been writing for the past erm, let's see.. five hours?
#3 SIX-LEGGED CREATURE (Fear Factor Challenge)
This is an individual task. Only one player are allowed to participate.
Task: Pick three coloured coins from the box. But if you fail to do so or decide to give up, you could try the Fear Factor Challenge in order to proceed to the next station.

#4 SHOOT AND SCORE
This is an individual task. Only one player are allowed to participate.
Task: To proceed to the next station, you need to shoot and score three hoops in a row. No time limit.

#5 AROUND THE WORLD
This is a group task.
Task: Complete the list given to you by finding the clues hidden around the designated area in order to proceed to the next station.

$6 WHO IS THE BEST PICKER? (Fear Factor)
This is an individual task. Only one player are allowed to participate.
Task: Pick color-coded guli's from the designated area. No time limit. But if you fail to do so or decide to give up, you could try the Fear Factor in order to proceed to the next station.

#7 Drama King/Queen
This is an individual task. Only one player.
Task: Act/Imitate the roles provided by the facilitators. Please them with your acting skills in order/so that you could proceed to the next station. No time limit.

I can type everything without refering it. So next time if you have things that you need to remember, write it down for 28 times. You can definitely remember. But if you can't, saw that wall? Go bang it with your forehead, full force.

Just asked me mum if I can have the bbq in my house. She said yes. So, okay we will proceed with the idea. Sze Yong can invite whoever he wants lah cause I doubt everyone will be coming. But Azam ppl you all better come harh! Or else, don't even think about entering the class! Especially Lee Shin, always missing in action.

I'll go to sleep now and finish off the other 28 clues tomorrow (which is today cause I haven't went to sleep yet). But I'm wondering why Pei Li don't want to print and photostate? It's like, easier right? And we got the wonderful paper cutter in the counsellor's room sumore. Anyhows, I still feel like plucking my nose. It's damn irritating. Screw you bloody nose. It's a miracle why my nose aren't bleeding yet counting the times I need to blow my nose.

late recycling campaign and birthday post

I'm really pissed right now. I'm currently re-watching Shounen Onmyouji and just a few minutes ago when I logged in, poof, the videos are gone. WTF?! Stupid FUNimation Entertainment had to claim copyrights to the videos at this freaking moment. Arghh... The videos had been up since last year. Why not wait a bit longer? Like after I've finished re-watching it? And the quality of the videos ain't bad. Sheesh.. These companies with their lawsuit threats. To hell they should go!

I'm feeling much better now compared to this morning. But still I feel like plucking my nose off. Sigh. I hate flu! And flu hates me too. That's why its troubling me. I shall upload photos from recycling campaign. Like finally. Then will upload the photos from Teck Teck's birthday on the 10th of July. Happy belated birthday my dear Teck Teck. Kwa kwa kwa.

Back from Mengkuang. I just found out that the boy at the back is See Wei's (ring a bell?) brother. I can prove that. He's rude.

Gan kena hempap by the boys. At one time, 3 to 4 boys were on top of him. I wonder why he did not break.

It was Gan Zi Jing's birthday.

Found two boys doing *cough* under the cardboard. Tsktsktsk. Caught red-handed.

Teck Teck's birthday was yesterday and we celebrated with her with a surprise cake. She did not know anything until she walked into the class and we started to sing 'Happy Birthday'. Someone tricked her into the toilet so we could sneak the cake into the class and light the candles. Haha. It was the same cake that we bought for Nicole's birthday and yet again, we celebrated during MUET lesson. Sir so untung. Everytime get to eat cake. Chocolate cake sumore. HAHA. And one funny thing. I think we sorta celebrated early 20th birthday for Teck Teck cause we stuck 20 candles into the cake instead of 19. ROFL.

It's as if Mr Surinder does not exist. ROFL.

Happy 19th birthday my dear Teck Teck. Haha. She's the cutest thing ever! Love ya~

And there's Explorace organized by the school's library tomorrow morning. I have 140 clue cards to write. I'm soooo dead. No need to sleep liao loh.