That is why I always have a hard time believing you.
Because you never stay true to what you've said.
Now I have to go through all these shits all over again.
It's never going to end if you keep acting like this.
NEVER.

<333

I can't log into Facebook and the connection is so weak!! Damn. Anyways, a big thank you and hugs for all the wishes and blessings from my dear friends. I can't wait for the third week of August =)

For the ones in Klang, we manage to go for dinner. It was nice to spend the night with a few buddies and joke around. And Pei Yi bought me dinner. Muahaha~ Thanks again! But Elaine and Sze Tzing couldn't make it cos they were busy =(

Anyhows, photos are with Sooks and Nicole. Will ask from them later. I only manage to capture this.

We were sitting at table number 25.

Heh~

The coincidence.

And oh, thank you very much for the polo tees. Now, I have 7 polo tees and I'm still counting for more XD

While on the weekend, I went over to Thailand. It's my first trip. Yay~ I've been wanting to visit our neighbouring country since Standard 6 and finally, I get to go! LOL. And I might be going again this coming Raya. Weeee~

Something caught my eyes when we went around town.




This pole is not the worst compared to another one that I saw. But I didn't have the chance to snap that. I don't know about you guys but it sure looked dangerous to me. Like it's going to explode any moment due to excess usage of electricity. Scaryyy.

Hey birthday girl!

You know who you are.
I have a little test for you.

Read the line below.
You're not old until you can't read this writing anymore.

Can read or not?
Die die also must say can hor?
LOL.
Have a smashing 20th birthday!

p/s I miss your vibrating nose lah. How? ROFL.

Never thought that I'm black in color.

You are probably an introverted, indifferent sort of person. You aren't necessarily emo or really hateful, though you can be. You just aren't bubbly and happy all the time like yellows, oranges, and pinks. In fact, you probably have a hard time putting up with people who ARE happy all of the time.

You are probably intelligent and artistic, and maybe a little bit of a loner. You do have friends, you just don't mind being alone. Gives you time to think. You are a little blunt, and you usually tell it like it is. You are classy, and simplicity goes a long way with you. You can be a little off-beat, your interests may not go with "the norm".

As for your friends, you love them deeply. You may not have many close friends, but you choose them carefully. You are incredibly loyal to your friends, and they know they can count on you. You'd do just about anything for them, and they know it.

You probably don't show your feelings so much, but you do have feelings. Deep ones, too. You feel things deeply, and you can be passionate - you just don't show it.

Your sense of humor is probably a little dark, but you do love to laugh. You can be totally crazy when you open up, but you rarely do.

You, in a nutshell: Classy, introverted, loyal, a bit of a loner, unique, edgy, deep, artistic, crazy (rarely), intelligent.

There might be changes on the current plan.
So much for embracing it.
When I've finally settled down, someone gotta stir the water again.
I don't know if you really meant what you've said this time.
I don't know if I should trust you this time.
But I know you're as confused as I am.
Still, don't make promises that will never come true.

That kid is damn farnie!
And it's one of my favourite song!
Forward to 0:32 to watch =)
Too bad it's not in high definition though.
The video does not do them justice.



Aigoo~
Love the peace sign at the end.
So cute!!
XD

What the...

I went up to Cheras again today with the sis. She wants me to learn the way. It's alright I guess. I'll be using Kesas highway so it's straight all the way and after that a few turnings. But things will be wee bit different when I'm in front of the wheel. Not her *sigh* On our way to the office, she was telling me things like 'slow down over here cos most accidents happen here'

-__________-

Even though before this I was complaining that I need to start driving, but now I'm a bit nervous about it. Aren't I suppose to stay within Klang radius for the first few months? Aigoo~

Guess everything happened too fast. But all I can do now is to embrace it and like what Mims said, give it my best shot.

Berubinlah~

I'm craving for iced aloe vera drink and a bowl of authentic korean kimchi.
That's what you call LOVE.

Final

I know a lot of you guys are concern about me. Constantly asking if I've decided whenever we chat on MSN. Heh~ I have decided before this and it was all about getting the green light. But I also knew that I was fighting a losing battle.

Although it is not what I want, but they I've already decided to work for the time being. The sister had secured a job for me in a law firm which is owned by one of her clients. I met the lady yesterday and we talked a bit. She told me that by reading law doesn't mean that I have to practice it because the law field is actually very wide and a lot of people took a degree in law as a stepping stone for them to venture into other fields like engineering, banking etc.

If I'm still interested in doing translation, I could do that too. But translate from English to BM lah or vice versa. So the plan now is to work, and then study part time in one of the private institutions. I've did some research, places like Stamford, ATC and Brickfields do offer part time courses. LOL. Though maybe I won't be able to practice law after graduating because of the lousy STPM requirement. Arghh... What the heck?! Not gonna dwell into this matter anymore. There's really no point to fight till the end because Dewan Rakyat had released a statement saying "will not let me have it my way this time". So screw it, I'll do whatever it is. They want a degree in law. I'll give them a degree in law. Even if I won't get to practice it later on. Period.

So now my dear friends, if things go smoothly, my work starts on 3rd of August. The first 3 months are probation period. I'll be handling things like writing letters, making phone calls etc. Basically admin work lah *cries* But 'fraid not, it's a Monday to Friday job. 8.30am to 5.30pm. We will still get to meet up when you guys are back for holiday. And maybe, I'll be able to drive by then *winkwink* So, pray for me ya!

I've been ambushed!

New suggestions from the eldest sister *sigh* Somehow I feel that I do not have a choice because the prospect of studying what I want doesn't look very bright. And again, the obligation thing that I've been trying to put aside.

I want to be selfish at times. Sulk and whine until I get it done my way. But because of the obligation thing, I guess I'll give it a try. Though how should I present myself later on? Lively and confident? Eager to score that position? Or clueless and dumb? Reluctant and unhappy?

I really have no idea *sigh* And I bet whoever that's reading this doesn't have a clue about what I wrote above. Me too! *chuckles*

Berubinlah~

Teck Teck

I'm not sure if she's going to read this.
But gonna do it anyways.

TECK JUN,

HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY!!

Because we are not able to be there to celebrate with you,
so let's relive the celebration we had last year ^^

Though we sorta celebrated your 20th birthday.
Remember this?

Count the candles and you'll know what I mean.

So hypothetically speaking, we did celebrate your 20th birthday!
ROFL.
Aren't I clever?
Muahahahahaha~

T.T

Xiao Chien,

thanks for the book and those words you've written.

It was definitely a lovely surprise. LOL.

I don't think we will be able to send you off on Sunday night.

But like you've said, you're still coming back during breaks.

So, I'll be looking forward for it.

=)

Have a safe trip and do take care ya.

Gonna miss you loads

T.T

Berubinlah~

p/s You can have Edward all by yourself.

I'm taking Jacob ;)

Headache

As much as I'm irritated by it myself, I can't help asking people what decision they had made too. LOL. Really can't help it. I guess somewhere deep down I've already decided which path I'm most likely to take. I just need confirmation that I would not waste my time doing something that will not benefit me in the long run. Plus, I need the green light from 'Dewan Rakyat' too.

So now, I'm not hunting for top-notch uni anymore cos I've realised this one thing from all the forum posts that I've read. There's no perfect uni. Shitty management or not. It's an obstacle. I'm pretty sure in time I'll complain about it. Probably in this blog. Heh~ I'm not going to be pleased. But in a few years, it's going to be buried in the past. The most important thing to do now is to secure a piece of paper with D-E-G-R-E-E printed on it. Stupid management? Pfft. It's just trivial matter.

And I've applied for Bachelor of English in UNITAR, you know just trying out my luck. I don't know this comes off as a surprise or not, but I'm accepted into their degree programme. Mind you, I've not lied about my STPM result. I clearly did not meet the requirements stated in their website. But I'm offered a place in their July intake. So now I'm highly suspicious about the quality of this uni. Not to say I had good impression of this uni in the first place. I've told a couple of you guys about the problem with that course that I came across few weeks ago. Here's the link
http://blog.thestar.com.my/permalink.asp?id=21434

Then again, if I am able to skip a year in foundation, isn't that good news? Though if I'm to follow my heart, I'd say no to UNITAR. LOL. Cos I don't want to major in TESOL, literature or linguistics. Somehow contradicts my statement above? Heh~

Welcome to my paradoxical mind *winks*

Your blood type is B and it explain that you are

Basic behavior
Cannot take orders easily
Make decisions fast
Can be flexible
Do not care about rules

Tolerance
Maintain the longest interest in what they do
Seem impatient
Dislike repetitious work

How do you see your future and past?
Hard to forget recent affairs, but able to forget past and memories

How do you express your emotions?
Expressive
Cool and objective
Although joke a lot, could actually be very shy
Change moods like the weather
Cannot stop complaining when they are upset

Partially true?

ROFL.

Quite true.

XD

Yay~

My god.
Finally, I've found that song.
It's called 'the prince's new clothes'.
Sounds cheesy eh.
It's sorta rock-ish song.
Mana tau the title so ...
-.-'''



It's Jam Hsiao btw.
My newest interest.
Heh~

Berubinlah~

Now I'm craving for ice-cold-sweet-like-hell tong sui.

Damn.

Arghh I'm craving for slurpee.

Stupid weather.

True?

Result for the IPTA appeal might be out NEXT WEEK.
I don't know how true is this.
But hoping it's going to be release as soon as possible.
As much as I hate to admit, I still couldn't diminish the tiny hope to study in public uni.
Perhaps miracle really exist?

By knowing the result asap is going to help, one way or another.
If I get into whatever I appealed for *crosses fingers*, that's good news.
No more how's and what to do's questions constantly haunting me.
If not, I guess I had mentally prepared myself for the worst.
It's not going to be the first time.
And then I can focus on choosing the suitable course and continue my studies in a private uni.

Somehow I think this applied to all of us that did appeal.
We'll need luck.
Loads of it.

I miss you guys.

A lot.

T.T

Hope all of you are doing well.