It's almost 3 o'clock in the morning and I'm still awake. Not wide awake but awake so that I can come online. Cause I know by tomorrow, I won't be able to. There's no freaking way I can come near the laptop! Not when the owner of the laptop (another internet-addict) is around. Anyways I gotta revise for PA. Three more papers. I can hardly wait!
But today, (which is yesterday) WAS NOT productive at all. I spent about 3/4 of the day in Aeon. Tell me about STPM. Really. But I got to complete my mission. So yeah, was worth it lah. At least now we can proceed to the next stage XD
I was tagged by Mary-Ruth the other day and I tried to complete it. Most questions are self-reflective. But I can't think of anything. Maybe this year hadn't been productive? *sigh* Nevermind! Later I'll squeeze me brain juice until I can think of something. I'm determined to do it!
About the job. Well, I'm employed. But dunno lah. The sis is not agreeing, in a subtle way. Transportation is the main problem. I still haven't figure out how to commute to/from work *sigh* But I can't say no right? Since I've agreed. And I'll be able to work with people that I know. Another brain-juice-sucking matter to figure out. Dum de dum~
Will be back (when I have the chance)
Good night!
Ah... I miss typing this.
*grins*
Berubinlah~
p/s I realized most of my posts are labelled as rambles. Alot of ramblings to do hor.
Saturday, November 29, 2008
Friday, November 21, 2008
Can't think of one.
Recently luck wasn't on my side. The laopok PC went kaput and exam was going on. Imagine what would happen to an internet-addict like me when she couldn't go online.
I had nowhere to go.
I had nowhere to de-stress.
I didn't know what to do.
I wanted to bawl my eyes out but I couldn't.
The heart was too heavy.
I wanted to scream my lungs out but I couldn't.
Even to talk in my usual tone.
I wanted to punch something till the knuckles go blue black but I couldn't.
Cause if I hurt my hand, I couldn't write.
Self-destruct.
But I couldn't.
I had nowhere to go.
I had nowhere to de-stress.
I didn't know what to do.
I wanted to bawl my eyes out but I couldn't.
The heart was too heavy.
I wanted to scream my lungs out but I couldn't.
Even to talk in my usual tone.
I wanted to punch something till the knuckles go blue black but I couldn't.
Cause if I hurt my hand, I couldn't write.
Self-destruct.
But I couldn't.
Thursday, November 13, 2008
Kinda late but ...
Tuesday, November 11, 2008
costume rental
Does anybody know where I can rent children costumes?
Adam is having his year-end concert and the sister decided on a cowboy costume.
Renting will be a better idea since Adam will only wear it once.
Any suggestions/ideas/contacts?
Thx =)
Adam is having his year-end concert and the sister decided on a cowboy costume.
Renting will be a better idea since Adam will only wear it once.
Any suggestions/ideas/contacts?
Thx =)
Saturday, November 8, 2008
Rubin is dead and TOP killed her.
I'm dead and I should be studying.
*vomits*
Well, I do deserve a few minutes of rest right? So must come online to blog a bit, ya know. De-stress.
So what do you guys think of the banner? I did that on Thursday to to hide myself from modulus and argument shit. It's kinda blank cause I didn't know what else to insert.
*self-consoles*
Klah, simple. Less is more. And I like that pic of TOP anyways XD
*self-syioks*
Pei Li, it's incurable! I'm dead.
The sis say I should insert my own muka on the banner instead of TOP's since it's BERUBINLAH~ not bertoplah. Hahaa~ But, I shy lah. Teehee~
Oh finally, I saw Nicole and Sooks blog. So many post d! And I didn't know. Never tell huh! And LLW, not planning to create another blog? Can use different email add. Haha~
*sigh*
gotta go back to polynomials. They're calling for me.
I'll be back!
Berubinlah~
*vomits*
Well, I do deserve a few minutes of rest right? So must come online to blog a bit, ya know. De-stress.
So what do you guys think of the banner? I did that on Thursday to to hide myself from modulus and argument shit. It's kinda blank cause I didn't know what else to insert.
*self-consoles*
Klah, simple. Less is more. And I like that pic of TOP anyways XD
*self-syioks*
Pei Li, it's incurable! I'm dead.
The sis say I should insert my own muka on the banner instead of TOP's since it's BERUBINLAH~ not bertoplah. Hahaa~ But, I shy lah. Teehee~
Oh finally, I saw Nicole and Sooks blog. So many post d! And I didn't know. Never tell huh! And LLW, not planning to create another blog? Can use different email add. Haha~
*sigh*
gotta go back to polynomials. They're calling for me.
I'll be back!
Berubinlah~
Thursday, November 6, 2008
E to the M to the O
Warning! Extremely emo-fied post. I'm feeling kinda blue now. Do not read if you wish not to be in emo state. Or am I the only one?
Today's the last day of school and I only found out this morning. Ignorant? Can say so lah =.=''' Anyways, we had to bring everything back. The files, exercises, etc. Oh and the tali rafia. One whole big gulung. I totally forgot about it until we went back to the class for one last time.
I know one thing for sure I'm going to miss our class! We led a peaceful life that's disconnected from the outside world. Although it's a hassle to walk to the staff room, library, office, canteen but still, it was very convenient for us because we can do anything and everything illegal without being caught. We could laugh out loud like mad people, celebrate birthdays with next door neighbours (Gigih and Cergas), lepak in Cergas when teacher thought that we're heading for the washroom, bring illegal stuff and when spot check, pretend we need to go to the washroom to hide the stuff. It's a very good excuse. Hehe~
Form 6 life. It's a very meaningful experience for me. Previously in high school, my life revolves pretty much around school and tuition only. I still remember when I told my friends back in Convent that I will never ever attend Form 6 but look where am I now. Nothing is impossible eh? I have no regrets or whatsoever for this decision because I get to know a bunch of great friends, did things that I never thought I would, re-live the high school life that students nowadays missed out so much.
It's undeniable for the past one year plus it had been the busiest school year. Duty in library, club activities, meetings. It's tiring but when you're with this crazy bunch of girls and boy (have to acknowledge Balraj lah), it's not so tiring anymore. Thank goodness I was placed in Azam and not Cergas. I think I would have died there. Sorry Cergas-er! Your class is good but I think Azam is the best! ROFL. It's hard to admit but ACS had left its mark in my mind.
Today's the last day of school and I only found out this morning. Ignorant? Can say so lah =.=''' Anyways, we had to bring everything back. The files, exercises, etc. Oh and the tali rafia. One whole big gulung. I totally forgot about it until we went back to the class for one last time.
I know one thing for sure I'm going to miss our class! We led a peaceful life that's disconnected from the outside world. Although it's a hassle to walk to the staff room, library, office, canteen but still, it was very convenient for us because we can do anything and everything illegal without being caught. We could laugh out loud like mad people, celebrate birthdays with next door neighbours (Gigih and Cergas), lepak in Cergas when teacher thought that we're heading for the washroom, bring illegal stuff and when spot check, pretend we need to go to the washroom to hide the stuff. It's a very good excuse. Hehe~
Form 6 life. It's a very meaningful experience for me. Previously in high school, my life revolves pretty much around school and tuition only. I still remember when I told my friends back in Convent that I will never ever attend Form 6 but look where am I now. Nothing is impossible eh? I have no regrets or whatsoever for this decision because I get to know a bunch of great friends, did things that I never thought I would, re-live the high school life that students nowadays missed out so much.
It's undeniable for the past one year plus it had been the busiest school year. Duty in library, club activities, meetings. It's tiring but when you're with this crazy bunch of girls and boy (have to acknowledge Balraj lah), it's not so tiring anymore. Thank goodness I was placed in Azam and not Cergas. I think I would have died there. Sorry Cergas-er! Your class is good but I think Azam is the best! ROFL. It's hard to admit but ACS had left its mark in my mind.
Somehow it felt like I'm writing an essay to be handed to Mr. Surinder. ROFL~
Thinking about all these makes me sad =( am getting a bit teary-eyed. :X Gah, let the photos continue the talking.
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