Recently luck wasn't on my side. The laopok PC went kaput and exam was going on. Imagine what would happen to an internet-addict like me when she couldn't go online.
I had nowhere to go.
I had nowhere to de-stress.
I didn't know what to do.
I wanted to bawl my eyes out but I couldn't.
The heart was too heavy.
I wanted to scream my lungs out but I couldn't.
Even to talk in my usual tone.
I wanted to punch something till the knuckles go blue black but I couldn't.
Cause if I hurt my hand, I couldn't write.
Self-destruct.
But I couldn't.
