The resolution for next semester is to stop being a perfectionist! This trait had taken a toll on me because even though most of my assignments are group work I would still end up doing most of the work. It's because my English is the strongest among my groupmates. I'm not boasting, really. But when you have a Shanghainese girl and a UEC graduate from JB (they hardly speak any english even though Spore is nearer than KL), I ended up being the editor.

I don't mind actually cos I don't fancy having to search for information and write every down from point zero. Usually I'll just sit back and wait for them to compile everything and then I'll edit the report. My job is to rewrite the sentences to make it understandable and check for any errors.

Though sometimes it's really hard to understand what my groupmates are trying to convey and I would end up re-doing 80% of the assignment. Spending a lot of time in researching for additional information to support of points and what not. I try to keep the changes minimal because I do not want to offend them by changing too much. But usually I'll end up burning midnight oil to edit it while they can sleep at 11pm at night. Yes, I was so surprised when I found out that they sleep THAT early. LOL.

I realize that I sacrificed a lot of my time just to complete one assignment. Well, I'm starting to feel a lil unfair. But then again it's because of my stronghead-ness. They have volunteered to do certain things but I just can't let them handle it because I think in the end, I still need to do the editing and re-doing part again.

But for next semester, I'll TRY to let them handle the assignments. For the sake of my health =/

Seriously what the hell is


Yangshan Bonded Port Area is the most eager to Waigaoqiao Free Trade Zone in 20 years maturity pattern of development, as well as continue to accumulate from the date of client resources. This time, as the development of the two main areas of special supervision - Waigaoqiao Group and the port group in the establishment of a comprehensive Free Trade Zone near Shanghai, under the Management Committee to pull strings to reach the first-depth cooperation.


Can someone please explain this to me?
I have not a bloody clue.

Junk

Junks that Waipeng and Khailing bought from a shop that sells korean junk food couple weeks ago. I think it's called Lotte market or something, not very sure. LOL.

still remember this? it goes pop pop in the mouth. damn painful if you swallow A LOT.

korean version of moi favourite grape chewy chewy gum

didn't like this very much but waipeng and khailing loved it cos it's sour =|

nothing special lah.

smarties!

*gulps*
Ahhh I must return to my assignment!
*stares at Special K*

Be the first to like!

I just realized that the facebook "like" button coding I've tweaked with couple months ago actually works!
The trick is to click into the title of a particular post and then there would be the like button below the title and also at the end of the post as well. HAHAHA

Ohkayyy back to editing =/

*skips around*
Doesn't want to start editing that's why I'm lurking around.

Ohh couple weeks ago I've uploaded my HTML assignment onto bravehost.
Click to see part of my Information Technology assignment over here.
HTML coding.
Had fun doing it even though I hated the fact that the lecturer kept showering us with piles of assignments =/

And also the video assignment I did with Windows Movie Maker.
I could really shoot myself in the head if I ever hear that song again o.o
But kyaa it was fun as well.
I'm starting to wonder if I've chosen the correct major. LOL.

What I did on Sunday:

woke up for breakfast with Karyen and dailou
spent the afternoon redecorating RC
fell in love with Far East Movement
ate baby oats for dinner
listened to FM on repeat for the thousandth time
learned how to pronounce branded names
managed to edit one percent of my assignment due on Wednesday
still listening to FM

Am going to sleep after publishing this though. Replacement class at 9.30am :(

I'm cold.
I'm hungry.
I'm feeling guilty.

Always have been able to persuade myself that that *insert something sweet but its fattening and unhealthy here* would be able to pick up my mood, that it's okay to swallow because I should reward myself after *insert something I did that I think I SHOULD be rewarded for*. But it always ended up not serving the function I repeatedly told myself it would. Instead, its only a flimsy excuse for me to chomp on and on without feeling guilty OR happy.

I'm not starving myself  or sticking fingers down my throat if that's what you're thinking of after reading the first three lines.
My housemate's room is really cold now because the air-cond is on, full blast with the ceiling fan on two.
I had a fulfilling breakfast, lunch and dinner. I reckon my stomach's alter ego is feigning hunger.
Am guilty cos I ended up not going home despite I told mum that I would and buying that pair of flip flop that I do not need at the moment.

Three separate events that in my opinion, inter-relate and cause the downward spiral of my mood, especially the third event.

Things got better after blasting music on my earphones and curled up in foetus position to read a book. Good distractions. Plus oh, had a free facial and scrub by Karyen. (Thank you budak for the facial and patience while talking to me. HAHA)

I do not want to live a life where I would have regrets, regardless of how it would or would not impact my life in the long run. But as easy as it is said, I find it increasingly hard because that would mean restricting it to a mere boring and pathetic student life. As if it's not already. Where is the fun when there is no risk? Where is the peace of mind when there is no rationality?

I guess I shall try to be more filial because it breaks my heart every single time I thought of the soon-to-be empty home. This is a promise.

Usagi Drop

Another Matsu-ken film coming out soon! Imma cut and paste from Tokyo Hive the synopsis.

The movie will all be about a heart warming story in which a clumsy guy named Daikichi (Kenichi), who is single and has no girlfriend, ends up in a situation where he has to start living with the six year-old level-headed girl called Rin (Ashida). The girl is an illegitimate child of his dead grandfather and while his relatives discuss to put her in a foster home, Daikichi suddenly declares that he is going to raise her himself.

I did read the manga and it hasn't have an ending yet and Rin is already in high school. So kinda anticipating what the ending would be like in the movie.



Speaking of Usagi's, recently my coursemate showed me this:

At first I thought that its a keychain or something. LOL. Must handle with care because its white in color with fragile ears. But its ABSOLUTELY ADORABLE :D

So far, I'm having the busiest semester.

Six assignments to be submitted by 1st April.

I ain't gonna complain about not having things to do anymore.

And I'm contemplating if I should return to Klang or not with so many assignments on hand.

*sigh* what to do? what to do?

True friend huh? *snickers*

What kind of true friend are you? You're always giving excuses to not go out with us. And you were hardly not around when all of us became closer.

So now you're hurt because we did not ask you to tag along? Puh-lease. Save that self-pity to yourself cos I ain't buying it.