the blur lecturer ^^

I have this chinese-Indonesian friend that I'd always sit together with during lectures and tutorials since we're taking four out of five subjects together.

And today during our Human Communication lecture, the lecturer asked something about racism against chinese people in Indonesia.

It goes something like this

"Rubin and Revythia, why does the .... "

The whole class was laughing out loud and I turned to him and said,

"Sir, I'm Malaysian!"

And he'd always mistaken me for Revy and Revy for me. We know that because when he called out my name, he's looking at Revy instead and vice versa. That's why both of us refer him as 'the blur lecturer'.

Forlorn

I need to get the stones out of my heart. Fast.
Work are piling up as I speak.
Assignments, tests, midterm.
I doubt that I could continue on when it's hard for me to even breathe.
And I think I badly need to go back home and see some familiar faces.
But then again it might worsen the situation since I'll be back on Sunday night.
Back to the room to face the four walls.
Nicole, now I truly do understand whatever you were feeling when you first went Inti.

Lost

Currently I'm not in my best shape. And I meant mentally, not physically. Wai Peng left on Monday right after her final paper and we went to celebrate with her course mates after that. Well, more of them celebrating and me sighing. I still have 2 more months to go. I can already start to feel the emptiness of the room because I'm so used to having Wai Peng here. We always have each other as companions. But I guess that's unavoidable. Life goes on.

And my film & arts midterm result was out on Friday. I didn't do very well. So right now I'm quite worried about that. Then there's Intro to business and Computing Studies. Headaches really. With minimal friends out here, I'm quite lost.

Honestly speaking, I find most of the students here very chuan except for the human communication bunch. They're alright. But people here especially from the hostels are not so friendly. So I can already feel that this two months will be especially tough to pass.

So the next best thing for me now is to fully concentrate on my studies. Well, I really hope I can achieve that. Or at least, AT LEAST I don't have to sit for supplementary test or worst, retake any subjects next semester. That's the goal for now. But we'll see after finals.

If only Revy could move here from the north wing campus.

Maybe it was a mistake.
But I hope I've made the right decision now.
Cos I'm tired of guessing why.
I don't mind at all, really.
And maybe I was too sensitive.
But it really hurts at that moment.
I can feel the pain still.
And you shall feel how yours would shatter too.
Cos I'm feeling merciless now.

Anyone?

I WANT TO WATCH 500 DAYS OF SUMMER.
Anyone interested?
It's only showing in KLCC though.
=(

I can't wait to move into a real house.
Then I can drink milk and eat cereal for breakfast, make egg sandwich for lunch and drink miso soup for dinner.

I really don't know if I should thank you or not.
But one thing that I'm sure about, I'm afraid of your sudden 'kindness'.
Why is it a concern for you now when you didn't give a damn before this?
Bullshit, really.

Something flukey

ROFL.
It's a total coincidence.
That I have this same reversible Samuel & Kevin belt

with a friend whom I just get to know two days ago.
But the saddest part is that, the friend's a guy.
='(
The belt's in a shade of light pink you know.
LIGHT PINK.

Anyong!

It's been a while since I've last updated. Life's been, I guess busy. Assignments, meetings, and all that. I've got proposal to hand in on Monday, Computing Studies test and speech presentation on Wednesday, and group presentation on Friday. Plus, tests are catching up very soon.

Though today wasn't very productive. Me, Wai Peng and a few friends went around the housing area to look for rooms. I think we're too early to find for one since it's only October now. We'll only be moving in on January when the new semester commence. But I might move out after the month ends to the housing area. It's only a plan for now. I mean, it's far cheaper than staying in campus. And I'd be able to cook dinner since Wai Peng wouldn't be around anymore after October. I'd have to eat dinner alone T.T

After meeting with the landlords and viewing the rooms, we went to the night market and lepak till almost 10pm. Imagine that, that's like our first time to be out there so late at night. LOL. And the night market is super super packed.

I don't know if it's because I'm not used to wearing jeans or what? But after coming back from the night market, I changed into shorts and discovered red patches all over my thighs. Previously in the afternoon I've already started to itch on my arm, but I guess it worsen and spread to the lower body after baking under the hot sun and drenched in sweat. Sigh. Hope it'll recover soon. It's really ugly to have red patches on the arm. At least the thighs will be covered by wearing pants.

Anyhows, I'm dead beat and slightly hungry. I shall go to sleep now and screw my writing class assignment. The girl need some rest =P

Berubinlah~

Nasi XXX

Feel like eating that nasi (enter word here) that I always had while I was working.
But I can't recall what is it called anymore.
Nasi dagang? Nasi kerabu?
LOL.
I can't remember.
It's like drugs.
I can eat it for a week straight.
But because it's served with chicken so it's unhealthy for me to eat it so often.
And Pei Li will open her eyes so wide that it might pop out whenever I tell her that I just had nasi (enter word here) for lunch.
LOL.
I still can't recall the name for it.