to dissect or not to dissect?

Somehow I would rather not go through the dissection again.

I can hardly draw a breath when I'm around those dead rats.

No problem or whatsoever in touching it.

But I'm afraid that I might really barf with the condition I'm in now.

Heavy heart and all.

I can't even stand the thought of it.

It'll kill me.

Am I being paranoid?

this IS reality

So you end up watching chances fade and wondering what's real.

It seems that I've forgotten how to breathe through my nose.
But when I start sucking oxygen into my lungs,
it felt like dust going through it instead.
The heart is heavy.
I've got everything but time.
Can I make it?

*gasp*

I was wondering why I would wake up every morning at 4.30 sharp when I turn to look at the clock.

04.30 pm.

Freaky?

Freaky.

Howl's Moving Castle

Yesterday, I found some time to watch Howl's Moving Castle, a 2004 animated film. It's one of Hayao Miyazaki's work so I have to sit down and enjoy the movie as he is one of my favourite animation artist. Ever since a little kid, I've been influenced by my sisters and had seen most of Hayao Miyazaki's work. And recently my sis bought the DVD boxset of Studio Ghibli's film. I can watch all the films again and again and again. HAHA~

Sophie cursed by the Witch of the Waste transformed into a 90 years old granny who then work for Howl as cleaning lady so that Howl could help her break the curse.

As expected, the whole film is superb! With the good vs evil, good looking protagonist, it feels like real flying scenes, the whole struggling to find one's self. It might sound boring but not in Miyazaki's film. It never gets boring.

Howl's moving castle, literally.

A visual wonder. This is a must watch. All of Miyazaki's film is a must watch. This is why I like to watch animation because it dwell into something that movies couldn't. Animation feels 'real' to me compared to live action movies.

All hail Miyazaki! orz

antique bakery

Cakes that make you happy are good cakes.

I'm watching this anime, Antique Bakery.
All the pastries looked so delicious.
I wanna have some too!
Too bad we don't have those nice cake houses in Klang.
We only have Secret Recipe and Fruity ^^'''

retired

This is my first Friday of retirement. Feels kinda weird since I'm going back on the same time as everyone. It's been a while since I've exited the school shortly after the bell rings and get to see the after-school traffic.

Lately, I didn't feel like blogging. Nothing interesting had happened except for the dissection of mice on Tuesday. So yeah, that's about it.

The humidity is killing me. Why is it so bloody hot nowadays. Imma go take a nap now.

Berubinlah~

ratball

This week is gonna be hectic. I mean hectic as in HECTIC.
Yesterday was the second last chemistry practical.
Today was the librarian farewell.
Tomorrow KPA's annual general meeting.
Thursday Maths 1 test and presentation for Maths 2.
Friday Chemistry and Bio test.

:: in a very selamba tone ::
Oh we dissected white mice today. Very pleasant experience,

NOT! I almost vomit when I was cutting the digestive system. The smell. Fuh~ Can die eh. And the horror of it. The mice appears to be sleeping but it's actually stone cold dead. But then you'll have the feeling like it's going to come to live. Scaryyyy.... I don't have problem touching it but the smell is really strong. I would rather catch 50 carpenter bees. Throw in some dragonflies too (fyi dragonfly is very fast so it's very hard to catch).

About the farewell, I think it was between okay to good. I like the souvenirs. Very thoughtful and I didnt realize that it's hand made until I saw the upper part. The food. I requested for roti jala and they really prepared it. Haha~ Good job. I'm impressed =)
My loan-sharking days is over! Woohoo~

Berubinlah~

20080725 BBQ

Imma post up a few photos from friday night here. I've uploaded a few more in my friendster account. Yup, I've reactivated it after a long long time. And maybe facebook too =)

To the people who came for the lil gathering,

I'm really tired, BUT it was fun.

:: chuckles ::

Let's do this again after STPM.

Thanks for coming!

I really had a good time.

Thanks for helping out too!

Or I wouldn't know what to do.

Thanks for the prezzies!

I love them all! <3

Especially the mug!

And the bag cause mine spoiled on Friday.

HEHE~

Thanks for everything!

Thanks for the memorable night!

p/s I'll post up the photos later on. It's nappy time now.

JULY BABIES ROX~

ZOE LIM PEI LI

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY

LET'S ENJOY OUR LAST TEEN YEAR

<3

Today was one hell of a day, I mean in a good way cause Maths 1 test was postponed due to the draggy assembly. Woohoo~ Then Zabe allowed us to do our own work. By work it means working our mouths, not brains. Then after that we had blood donation in our school. I almost get to donate. Cis, spent so long to calm down and really go for it but in the end didn't get to donate cause I didn't get more than 5 hours of sleep.

I didn't know that I looked dead until Soon Chia said so. He said I looked sick or something. Can't remember. After that was Hitler Chan's class and then a short board meeting to discuss the library's incoming board that we gonna reveal on Tuesday! It was a very short meeting cause after that the Yakin's came with the cake that Ramanan baked for Pei Li and I. Thanks Ramanan! Hehe~ You'll be shocked that a guy baked the cake and also did the decoration. I totally salute him. But I feel so ashamed of myself.
:: cries ::

A good shot of the chocolate flower.

Gotta bend down abit. Hee~

The boys eyeing the cake.

Thanks Ram for the cake!

Keng right?! I have no idea how he shaped the chocalate strips into petals. But he is REALLY patient. I think I'll smash the cake while in the process of shaping the flower. And it's really delicious. He said that it's dark chocolate but I don't think it's bitter, and not too sweet also. Just nice =)

Take 1 - Ram suddenly jumped into the photo

Take 2 - Dunno what happened

Take 3 - Sze Yong look at the photographer, not someone else!

Take 4 - Sorry, my fault!

Take 5 - Again!

Take 6 - I almost burst out laughing cause Suk Siang was so farnie when she threathened us not to move our heads anymore.

Ahhh... Aku dipenyekkan!!

With Mary-Ruth! I can't wait for her brownies! Woot~

I can't wait for Friday night lah! Even Chemistry test is postponed to next week. Haha~ So not so tension. But kinda regret that I didn't get to donate blood. Oh, I found out that my blood type is B. Hehe. B for BIN!

BERUBINLAH~