Today someone asked me why do I look so sad. I told her it was because sem break is ending and that I'll have to return to Cheras soon. That would be without a doubt the truth if it was last semester. But nah, it is a burdensome story that I would not want to impose on her and ruin such a great day. Sorry my dear friend for er, not telling the truth. It would bore you to no end.

I never thought that I would be so eager to return to Cheras. Of course it had got nothing to do with me going into degree *fingers crossed*, meeting new friends yada yada. I just want to get away and hide in that lil' room in 101 Pendita.

Cos honestly I do not know how to deal with this. I know what I did was wrong but I do not regret about what I've said. And I never have the intention to come back and create chaos.

It was truly not an accusation. I may not be sensible so my opinions could be waved away like it doesn't matter and she probably thinks that there is no point of listening to what I have to say because I'm a failure. Yes, I do admit that I'm a failure and I'm not putting myself down. That's that.

But if only she could stop being so defensive and just listen to what I've said, chew it, digest it, or try to understand the position that I was in.

I didn't watch Iris but this is a MUST WATCH cos freaking JUNG WOO SUNG is in it!
I'm already feeling dizzy with excitement after watching this vid.
Teehee~

Seriously, I don't think that you have the right to judge me.
Cos I think that we're the same.
You might think that you're not, but believe me, there ain't much difference, really.
That is your job, of course you are obligated to do it. Duh?!
But it's usually halfway done.
Who's gotta help you clean it up afterwards?
And have it ever cross your mind that you are exactly the same as me when it comes to other things as well?
Procrastination. Last minute work. No follow-up. Messy tables.
So don't you go and complain I'm this and that and ask WHY?
You should know the answer to this mystery.
Cos at the end of the day, there ain't much difference between you and me.

OMG PEOPLE I'M BACK USING TABLO TO BLOG!

OMGOMGOMG I'M SHO SHO SHO HAPPY!!!

*hops around*

the solution is to clear the cookies.

*smacks her forehead*

But I'm glad that it isn't Tablo's fault =)

Hello Facebook! Hello Hotmail! Hello Blogger! Hello YouTube! :D

A note for Tablo

Dear Tablo,

Recently, you have been acting really weird. You wouldn't show me my favourite games like Restaurant City, Hotel City etc. You wouldn't even let me blog! I've tried updating you with new softwares but still, all that you showed me is "Your request has timed out".

It is starting to get on my nerves. I used to be so proud of you cos you never failed me unlike that HP and Dell that Khailing and Irene owns. In my eyes, they can't even be compared with you. So sleek and masculine. You are very quiet too unlike that HP that kept howling and that Dell who kept flickering like a magnitude 9 earthquake had struck KL.

I do not know what is wrong with you. I have been showering you with love and sincerity since the day I met you. New desktop background every now and then so that you wouldn't be bored. Or is it because you were jealous that Changmin often hog the background? Do you want beautiful girls instead? Please tell me what's the problem so we could work things out. I really miss the old you, the previous you.

Your ever-faithful owner,
Rubin

My dear housemate, Karyen said that

Berubinlah! sounded like Berzakatlah!