Kemalangan air

Thanks to the 'responsible' Nissan driver who was rushing to God knows where and the 'great' road condition. I think most of you guys can imagine how I would react.

The normal Rubin would have exploded right there and then, cursing the driver with the nastiest cuss she knows and stay in a foul mood for the rest of the day, okay maybe week. Or weeks. LOL.

Instead, I was very calm. I shrugged it off and hurried to the office to clean up. But Pei Li and the rest were totally speechless after it happened. And that's the funny part about it. Everything was so spontaneous. I can never forget their expressions. The speechless-going-to-panic look and the eyes-gonna-pop-out look XD

I'm actually laughing at my own misfortune =D But still, it's not a great experience. Lesson learnt. Stay away from potholes. STAY FAR AWAY. I might not be so forgiving the next time.

And for the drivers out there, please drive slowly and safely even if you're rushing. Not only you are risking other people's life. But you are ruining your car's suspension. And who knows? You might be the next victim. And I can imagine you, clad in your suave office attire, looking oh-so-good and the next thing you know, you're drenched with god knows what water from god knows where. See how calm would you react then =)

Berubinlah~

And we fly to a heaven

Gradually, I'm feeling the changes.
Sensitive?
Maybe.
Pray it's for the better.

I lost it again today.
I couldn't help it.
Though, it's been a while.
Is that a good sign?

Questions.
My loyal companion.
*chuckles*

Fyi, I'm a blueberry muffin XD

Between this and that

In about 9 hours, applications will be finalized.
No more changes.
No more doubting.

I have five options.
But only four blanks to be filled.
Which one should I choose?

edit: Out of desperado, I've asked a few of you guys for your opinions. Rest assured. I'm not depending wholly on the answers that you guys gave. I just needed second POV and in case I missed out on certain points. So, thanks for the help. Really appreciate it =)

I LOVE doing personality quizzes. So when I came across Wayne and Sooks blog, both of them did the same test. And according to Miss Wayne, it's accurate. So, this is my result. Haha~

Your view on yourself:
You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

Some random ones
You are generally a calm person. You get excited when your favorite band is in town, when you are going on a date with your partner or when you and your friends are dancing. Your friends mean everything to you. You hate it when the summer is over.

You like art, and some poetry. You can throw a party, or help a friend put one together. You like the outdoors, usually, and rainy weather doesn't bother you. You sometimes get jealous of people who are smarter or better looking than you, but you wouldn't hold it against them if you got to know them. You are on good terms with your parents, even though they annoy you once in a while. People tend to think you are reliable and trustworthy. You like animals.

The girl with the biggest smile =)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

XD

20090307-08 The Cleft

I meant to post this up on Sunday itself after I came back but I guess tiredness took over me. The constant dozing off is taken the toll on me. Guess I really need to start sleeping early to compromise with the early day.

This was what I wrote when I was still fresh with the memories made in The Cleft.

The trip was A.M.A.Z.I.N.G. The place was really cool, the house and also the temperature. Haha~ It's not something that you can come across in Klang or I daresay anywhere in Malaysia. We were taken to a tour around the place. Going 'Woah' and 'oooo' and 'so nice' and sometimes lost for words over the rooms and all. By the time we came back, those leeches had already nabbed Mei Yin and we had them on video.

Mei Yin's Maiden Leech Bite

Well, after being tortured by those blood-sucking creature, Mei Yin thought that she was safe. But oh no, the leech loved her fresh blood too much that there were, guess how many. Two. Two more leeches between her toes and on her heel. And she did not realize that those leeches were happily feeding off her until she sat down and Mary-Ruth saw those leeches.

I was coming out from the toilet when Mary-Ruth and Mei Yin came rushing to the porch and screamed

WHERE IS THE CAMERA?!

Of course being the good friends that we are, we HAVE to help her to remember this experience forever. She will never get that kind of chance else where and with these attentive friends, we just can't help it. That moment is going to be hard to forget. Too bad though, Pei Li did not realize anything, happily playing Dawn (my current favourite music piece) so she missed out on the second leech-killing-moment.

And boy, that OFF! insect repellent works wonder. One spray and those leeches suffer instant death. LOL. I gotta admit, it was really fun watching them die. Hehe~

Mei Yin's Second Leech Bite

All of us definitely had a lot of fun there, especially me. I laughed so much that my face felt stiff at the end of the day XD We did celebrated Mei Yin's birthday together with donuts and a white candle. Mei Yin, you're older than us now. Teehee~

Mei Yin's Birthday Celebration =)

Aishhh.. We were laughing so happily back then. Now ...

Berubinlah~

STPM result

Here I am.
Back from the former school.
Still clad in my working clothes.
Listening to Baek Ji Young.
Messaging Sze Tzing, Sooks and Pei Li.
Talked to Avinash.
Well, it looks like he owe me lunch.

Okay, I know. I'm crapping here. The title bloody says STPM result and I'm crapping about non-related stuff. LOL. I did badly. But it did not hit me as hard as SPM. Kinda expected. I mean you kinda know how you did after sitting for the paper right?

I actually don't feel anything right now. Not relieved. Not happy. Not sad. No nothing. Well, slightly nervous before collecting the result. But after that, I had been quite calm. Still calm actually. I thought that I would have nervous breakdown before that. Today feels like any other day.

But this made me realize something. How big an impact that I need to snap myself out of this daze? Because clearly, this isn't big enough. Isn't it about time for me to scream like I've seen ghost? And feel fear that will make me shiver and chatter non-stop? Maybe I should consider going into depression and come back out as a whole new person? That might help. Then I might start to take things seriously, like I'm supposed to.

It's over now. Look straight ahead and never ever turn back. I have no one but myself to blow the whistle on. Like I've always said,

Everything will be alright, tomorrow will be fine

Berubinlah~

KEPUTUSAN STPM 2008

Calon-calon boleh menyemak keputusan STPM 2008
Mulai jam 12.00 pagi,
10 Mac 2009
Melalui SMS dengan menaip STPM
No. K/P dan hantar ke 39003 atau secara on-line: www.mpm.edu.my

My mind had gone wild.
Why so cruel?
Please, I don't think I can handle this.

Sometimes I find myself lost for words because I would feel like the whole friendship thing is taken by granted by certain party.

Though I would constantly remind myself that maybe, maybe I'm just being sensitive and paranoid.

As usual.

Even if it doesn't feel right.

20090227 Potluck

You know what? I kept thinking if I should prepare lunch for work tomorrow or not. If I should add this and that to my lunch or not. After some constant pondering only I realized that it's Sunday tomorrow and I'm not working.

What the heck?!

It's not like I'm looking forward to it or anything. But I think my brain is set up to think that I should prepare myself for work. All I can say that it's a good sign? Maybe? LOL. Time will tell.

Oh well, we had a form 6 gathering on Friday night at Brian's place. No photos. Everyone was busy chatting, exploring the house and peeking at the neighbours. LOL. It was potluck and I brought baby tomatoes stuffed with asam. Was kinda worry that others wouldn't like it but after Lee Shin and Elaine gave me positive feedback, I started proclaiming that it was mua that prepared it. LOL. For those who could not make it, sorry wey, you missed out on the good food. Hehe~

After that, we went to the 'bottomless teh tarik' lake to feed the duckies! 5 minutes and all the bread was gone. And I can tell ya, those ducks ain't full. The lake was a very nice spot. You can have a stroll after dinner or just go out there in the evening with a good book. But remember to gear yourself with insect repellent or you'll end up becoming food for the mosquitoes community.

It seems like the form 6 gang have gathering every now and then. But I think the next time when we meet again, it's going to be in school to get our results. Hohoho. That's scary. I shouldn't even be talking about that *sigh* Maybe it's about time for me to stop hiding, clear my mind and think about it?

Berubinlah~