Nods in agreement

Blog everyday in August? It's already September! HAHAHAHAHA

I guess I should stick to blogging out of the blue.

Tomorrow is another brand new week and I am not happy about it.

What would you do if you feel you have an incompetent person that serves as your leader?

A. follow blindly

B. highlight it to a higher authority

C. bear for at least until experience is earned

D. run for the door!

Decisions. Questions. Possibilities. Regrets. Hmm maybe it's not right for me to call it regrets but this job had made me choose to let go of things that at that point, those decisions seems right and sensible. Oh well, I am vying for a opportunity now. I don't know if things will work out or not since I am still very unsure of what I want *chuckles* When am I ever sure of the things that I want? *chuckles*

Don't stay

Forget our memories

Forget our possibilities

Take all your faithlessness with you

Just give me myself back and don't stay.

Sometimes I feel like I trusted you too well

Sometimes I just feel like screaming at myself

Sometimes in disbelief I didn't know

Somehow I need to be alone

I don't need you anymore, I don't want to be ignored

I don't need one more day of you wasting me away

With no apologies

I still can't figure out this title thingy after more than 6 years of blogging.

Last Published: 5th October 2012.

Current date: 28th July 2013.

It's been more than half a year since I last updated! And that with me owning a smartphone already. Gah.

Okay, first I need to apologize to my blog, berubinlah. Sorry for abandoning you for so long. I am back now (I hope). Reading back the posts that I had published last year, I could still feel the heartache. Although not as painful as back then, but it still sting a little. But I'm glad I wrote what I felt back then, some is still in the draft box. Too much to be posted. I still want to keep things private. You never know who will come across your blog and who is actually reading it. Hah! Anyhows, I'll try to update every now and then. It's time for me to gain back the control of my life, my time and my destiny. Fuhhh suddenly so philosophical.

So hello, blogsphere. Lim Rubin is back and she will be rambling more than ever.

Love.

I must say that I'm a wee bit envious ><
Things are pretty stagnant here.
I need a rush. I need assignments. I need deadline.
Ughhhhhhh

Seriously what is your fucking problem? SERIOUSLY.

SUSAH, SUSAH.

The resolution for next semester is to stop being a perfectionist! This trait had taken a toll on me because even though most of my assignments are group work I would still end up doing most of the work. It's because my English is the strongest among my groupmates. I'm not boasting, really. But when you have a Shanghainese girl and a UEC graduate from JB (they hardly speak any english even though Spore is nearer than KL), I ended up being the editor.

I don't mind actually cos I don't fancy having to search for information and write every down from point zero. Usually I'll just sit back and wait for them to compile everything and then I'll edit the report. My job is to rewrite the sentences to make it understandable and check for any errors.

Though sometimes it's really hard to understand what my groupmates are trying to convey and I would end up re-doing 80% of the assignment. Spending a lot of time in researching for additional information to support of points and what not. I try to keep the changes minimal because I do not want to offend them by changing too much. But usually I'll end up burning midnight oil to edit it while they can sleep at 11pm at night. Yes, I was so surprised when I found out that they sleep THAT early. LOL.

I realize that I sacrificed a lot of my time just to complete one assignment. Well, I'm starting to feel a lil unfair. But then again it's because of my stronghead-ness. They have volunteered to do certain things but I just can't let them handle it because I think in the end, I still need to do the editing and re-doing part again.

But for next semester, I'll TRY to let them handle the assignments. For the sake of my health =/

Three paragraphs shit in how many hours?
I can do that within fifteen minutes.
And you still have the nerve to ask me to add more information for you BECAUSE YOU FREAKING FORGOT THE POINTS.
Your part is already the easiest lah dey.
Wanna try editing the whole assignment?
Or how about I spit it to your face about me not wanting to be your partner because YOU ARE NOT CAPABLE ENOUGH?
Step on my tail for another time and you'll be a piece of dead meat damn it.

Oh noessss!! I have to upgrade to the newest version of Windows Live Messenger in order to continue using it.
Damn it MSN, why are you doing this to me?? :((((((((((((((

babbles

I've taken a break from Tablo for more than 24 hours and I survived it!
But now I'm back to him cos yesh, I'm back to Cheras.
My life revolves around him.
Ahh sound like such a loser.
Like I've got no life at all T_____T

Stomach is getting better.
I've taken Imodium so trips to the toilet isn't as frequent.
But still have the fear to fart. HAHAHA.
Okay enough about this, I'm sure you guys does not want the full details.

Is it true about the whole 13th horoscope thing?
If it is, then I'm a cancer :(
I don't want to be a Cancer.
I feel I'm more of a Leo than a Cancer.
I don't care.
I'll tell everyone that I'm a Leo *rawr*

I thought that I wouldn't feel so depress.

Guess I was wrong.

Am still reluctant to go back.

Have the sudden craving for BB choco ice cream.

Damn.

I've got this feeling that the router in my house totally hates me. It does not want to connect to the internet no matter how many freaking times I switch it off and on again. But when my sister comes back and switch it off for like less than five times, it freaking connects.

Eh hello Mr Handsome Router, I'm going back to Cheras in like what? Less than five days? Can you at least give me chances to download dramas so that I wouldn't rot there? Your cooperation is highly appreciated. Thank you very much.

Talking about dramas, there is one that I'm dying to watch, Mary Stayed Out All Night. HAHA. I already read about the ending but still I want to watch it because of this guy here :D

KYAAAA HE IS SO DAMN HOT RIGHT? Am I right or am I right? XD

Sorry that's the inner fangirl talking *shy*

This will be the number 1 must watch drama. And next will be You're Beautiful. I know, I know. That drama is like longgggg time ago but I only manage to watch a few episodes here and there because of my disinterest in the plot. I mean it's all predictable right? BUT after watching a few epis on TV, I guess that three hunks managed to stop me from changing channels. LOL.

Well I guess that's all I want to watch now. The thought of waiting for the freaking video to load makes me shudder and clicks X on the upper right corner. So better not make long list. Else I won't be able to complete watching the dramas even after 2011 ends.

Oh, Happy New Year everyone. I hope 2011 will be a smashing one for all of you. But remember to take care as well *bearhug*

I should have not deleted that damn post! Should have just leave it like it is. I don't know why I care so much. Oh, wait. It's because I want to live in peace. I want to avoid controversies! I don't want things to get uglier.

And now you go around saying that you don't want to live in a lie. What kind of lie are you living in may I ask? When all I did was spared you the truth. I did not even confirmed anything when you asked me about it. All I told you was not to speculate and make any assumptions.

Why are you so sure that the comment was aimed at you? Bloody fool. You think that the whole world revolves around you? And now you want to play the victim huh? I've seen it before. And it does not work for me. I did not pity or sympathized you. On the other hand, it only made me feel disgusted at you.

From now on you better watch your tongue and keep yourself out of my hair. I'm not going to be that friendly, all-smiley friend anymore. Period.

Changes

There might be drastic changes starting from September.
I'm reluctant but I'm more worried about the other factor.
Guess I'll just have to accept the fact and give it my best shot,
IF it does come true =/

Whatever - one of the words that I despise the most.
You know when you say something to someone, that person would reply you

"Whatever."

This single word is enough to annoy the hell out of me.
Whether it was unintentional or it was said while rolling their eyes or nonchalantly, it would always make me feel as if I've been slapped across the face.

I would try to avoid using this word because I understand how irritating it is to receive "whatever" for an answer.

But some just do not understand.
Maybe I should try this on the fella who had just said it to me.
Yes, I shall find an opportunity ;)

I think Tablo's going to explode soon.

Been running for 3 days non-stop.

I'm so sorry Tablo.

I want to watch Honey and Clover, again ^^

Beh tahan when I hear or see

"Most latest"

"More cheaper"

It gets on my nerve.

==

Restaurant City just released a new theme today!

It's Japanese week!

OMG OMG OMG.

Why lah liddat?

People want to concentrate on Malaysian Studies lehhh.

Why can't you release un-interesting stuff this week =/

OMG what am I doing here lah?

Finals starts two days from now.

Anyhows, all the best to everyone.

I know finals are approaching soon.

Some of you are having it at the end of the month.

But still, good luck and take care alright?

We meet up when everyone's back in the land of crows.

We go yumcha! =D

I so don't want to go back to Cheras
*cries*

MSN is CRAP. Period.

I can sign into my windows live messenger but my contacts couldn't see that I'm online. Wtf?!

I've tried re-installing it but still, no difference.

So far from what I know two of my friends are facing the same problem.

So they could only use ebuddy, meebo or iloveim to chat with their friends.

ARGHHHHHHHH I'm so annoyed right now!!!!

Die you stupid MSN. DIIIIEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!