I've been ambushed!

New suggestions from the eldest sister *sigh* Somehow I feel that I do not have a choice because the prospect of studying what I want doesn't look very bright. And again, the obligation thing that I've been trying to put aside.

I want to be selfish at times. Sulk and whine until I get it done my way. But because of the obligation thing, I guess I'll give it a try. Though how should I present myself later on? Lively and confident? Eager to score that position? Or clueless and dumb? Reluctant and unhappy?

I really have no idea *sigh* And I bet whoever that's reading this doesn't have a clue about what I wrote above. Me too! *chuckles*

Berubinlah~

Teck Teck

I'm not sure if she's going to read this.
But gonna do it anyways.

TECK JUN,

HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY!!

Because we are not able to be there to celebrate with you,
so let's relive the celebration we had last year ^^

Though we sorta celebrated your 20th birthday.
Remember this?

Count the candles and you'll know what I mean.

So hypothetically speaking, we did celebrate your 20th birthday!
ROFL.
Aren't I clever?
Muahahahahaha~

T.T

Xiao Chien,

thanks for the book and those words you've written.

It was definitely a lovely surprise. LOL.

I don't think we will be able to send you off on Sunday night.

But like you've said, you're still coming back during breaks.

So, I'll be looking forward for it.

=)

Have a safe trip and do take care ya.

Gonna miss you loads

T.T

Berubinlah~

p/s You can have Edward all by yourself.

I'm taking Jacob ;)

Headache

As much as I'm irritated by it myself, I can't help asking people what decision they had made too. LOL. Really can't help it. I guess somewhere deep down I've already decided which path I'm most likely to take. I just need confirmation that I would not waste my time doing something that will not benefit me in the long run. Plus, I need the green light from 'Dewan Rakyat' too.

So now, I'm not hunting for top-notch uni anymore cos I've realised this one thing from all the forum posts that I've read. There's no perfect uni. Shitty management or not. It's an obstacle. I'm pretty sure in time I'll complain about it. Probably in this blog. Heh~ I'm not going to be pleased. But in a few years, it's going to be buried in the past. The most important thing to do now is to secure a piece of paper with D-E-G-R-E-E printed on it. Stupid management? Pfft. It's just trivial matter.

And I've applied for Bachelor of English in UNITAR, you know just trying out my luck. I don't know this comes off as a surprise or not, but I'm accepted into their degree programme. Mind you, I've not lied about my STPM result. I clearly did not meet the requirements stated in their website. But I'm offered a place in their July intake. So now I'm highly suspicious about the quality of this uni. Not to say I had good impression of this uni in the first place. I've told a couple of you guys about the problem with that course that I came across few weeks ago. Here's the link
http://blog.thestar.com.my/permalink.asp?id=21434

Then again, if I am able to skip a year in foundation, isn't that good news? Though if I'm to follow my heart, I'd say no to UNITAR. LOL. Cos I don't want to major in TESOL, literature or linguistics. Somehow contradicts my statement above? Heh~

Welcome to my paradoxical mind *winks*

Your blood type is B and it explain that you are

Basic behavior
Cannot take orders easily
Make decisions fast
Can be flexible
Do not care about rules

Tolerance
Maintain the longest interest in what they do
Seem impatient
Dislike repetitious work

How do you see your future and past?
Hard to forget recent affairs, but able to forget past and memories

How do you express your emotions?
Expressive
Cool and objective
Although joke a lot, could actually be very shy
Change moods like the weather
Cannot stop complaining when they are upset

Partially true?

ROFL.

Quite true.

XD

Yay~

My god.
Finally, I've found that song.
It's called 'the prince's new clothes'.
Sounds cheesy eh.
It's sorta rock-ish song.
Mana tau the title so ...
-.-'''



It's Jam Hsiao btw.
My newest interest.
Heh~

Berubinlah~

Now I'm craving for ice-cold-sweet-like-hell tong sui.

Damn.

Arghh I'm craving for slurpee.

Stupid weather.

True?

Result for the IPTA appeal might be out NEXT WEEK.
I don't know how true is this.
But hoping it's going to be release as soon as possible.
As much as I hate to admit, I still couldn't diminish the tiny hope to study in public uni.
Perhaps miracle really exist?

By knowing the result asap is going to help, one way or another.
If I get into whatever I appealed for *crosses fingers*, that's good news.
No more how's and what to do's questions constantly haunting me.
If not, I guess I had mentally prepared myself for the worst.
It's not going to be the first time.
And then I can focus on choosing the suitable course and continue my studies in a private uni.

Somehow I think this applied to all of us that did appeal.
We'll need luck.
Loads of it.

I miss you guys.

A lot.

T.T

Hope all of you are doing well.