"hiatus"

I can't begin to count and list what had happened during the past month.
So many things happened within a blink of an eye.
So many ups and downs.
So many heartbreaks.
So many laughter.
So many anger.
Everything mixing into one.
One moment I'm anxious.
Another I'm doubtful.
In the end disappointed.
Have I lost that thing I hold dear to my heart?
I have not an idea.
It seems so.
I'm holding on to my principles.
Black and white.

But there's of course, happy memories as well.
Celebrating birthday in another state.
Impromptu trip to gamblers' paradise.
Pre-graduation trip to beaches.
Great times with the best company someone can have.

I don't know if this semester break is what I needed to get away from it all.
It's difficult to pick up the pace once you've stopped for a little while.
But I'm still grateful that I'm back to the comfort of home.
Paradoxical eh?
I know.

Soon, I'll return for a new semester.
I do feel reluctant.
More so as I know things will be different.
But duty calls.
Eight more months and I'm free of this commitment.
This commitment that I hope would keep me busy for that eight months.
*chuckles*
My love/hate relationship with this commitment.

Hello, I hope I'm back for good.
Blogger doesn't have character limits, unlike Twitter.
Peace!