Guess what?
I almost killed myself by forgetting about the chicken soup on the burning stove.
Friday, April 30, 2010
Thursday, April 29, 2010
Having mental breakdown.
The result ain't out and school's reopening in three days time.
I thought I've decided what to do but nope, that's not the case.
I'm reluctant to go back to Cheras.
I do not want to meet new people.
I have to adapt all over again.
I do not want to leave my comfort zone.
Oh yes I'm a freaking coward, wait scrape that.
I'm a freaking anti-social coward.
And I like the way I am now thank you very much. Period.
p/s I wish I could re-live my form six life again and again and again, without the stress of exams of course. No regrets.
edit: wait I'd take STPM anyday if I could re-live form six again and again and again. But no gurantee I'll pass. Yup, come rain come shine. I'd do anything to re-live those days.
The result ain't out and school's reopening in three days time.
I thought I've decided what to do but nope, that's not the case.
I'm reluctant to go back to Cheras.
I do not want to meet new people.
I have to adapt all over again.
I do not want to leave my comfort zone.
Oh yes I'm a freaking coward, wait scrape that.
I'm a freaking anti-social coward.
And I like the way I am now thank you very much. Period.
p/s I wish I could re-live my form six life again and again and again, without the stress of exams of course. No regrets.
edit: wait I'd take STPM anyday if I could re-live form six again and again and again. But no gurantee I'll pass. Yup, come rain come shine. I'd do anything to re-live those days.
Saturday, April 24, 2010
Thursday, April 22, 2010
Meh.
I think it had already been 2 months since I last read a story book. The last few were failed attempts. I've only managed to read a tiny fraction and gave up the following day. And till now there's still no motivation to pick one up.
Hmmm..
When will I come across another book that would make me not want to leave its side unless for emergency purposes such as a rumbling tummy or a bladder that is about to explode?
Hmmm..
When will I come across another book that would make me not want to leave its side unless for emergency purposes such as a rumbling tummy or a bladder that is about to explode?
Saturday, April 17, 2010
=D
The Questions:
1. What is your first name?
2. What is your favorite food?
3. What high school did you go to?
4. What is your favorite color?
5. Who is your celebrity crush?
6. Favorite drink?
7. Dream vacation?
8. Favorite dessert?
9. What you want to be when you grow up?
10. What do you love most in life?
11. One Word to describe you.
12. Current mood.
The rusty
Rubin
was bored at
2:10:00 AM
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Friday, April 16, 2010
Wednesday, April 14, 2010
Tuesday, April 13, 2010
Monday, April 12, 2010
I find it funny when I was the one who did 90% of the assignment,
and this group mate would say "Well done" and "Good job".
I see no "Thank you".
Or even a "Let me know if you need any help" when we were rushing for the assignment.
It's as if like she's not part of the group,
just a friend commenting on the assignment.
I have the urge to send her a "Yeah, you're welcomed".
But I doubt she would understand.
WTF.
One Way - Wrong Number
Just one of those days
When everything passes by
You realize
Here's my side of story
I'm still right here
With thoughts of you all day
Today, I wait again
I’ll open my phone and
No matter how much I look
The only things there is a wrong number
One You, who came to me
Two The conversations we shared
Three I remember that night
Hold on Did you by any chance forget
Wait wait wait Inside my mind
Oh you you you In my phone
Oh no no no Drunk again with alcohol
I think I pressed the wrong number
Every time I think of you
I wonder if my memory by any chance wrong
Even an unfamiliar voice is making me turn
Baby girl I’m missing you
Where are you right now
The only thing I have left is a wrong number
If there is a missed call, could it be you
At the sound of an incoming message
My heart pounds
My head keeps spinning with thoughts of you
I’m so confused so you’re driving me crazy
Although I’m waiting (Although I’m waiting)
There is no call coming (There is no call coming)
I’m calling just in case (I’m calling just in case)
Wait wait wait Inside my mind
Oh you you you In my phone
Oh no no no Drunk again with alcohol
I think I pressed the wrong number
Every time I think of you
I wonder if my memory by any chance wrong
Even an unfamiliar voice is making me turn
Baby girl I’m missing you
Where are you right now
The only thing I have left is a wrong number
In case I bump into you again
I’m staying at this spot again today
Because of my delusion that at one point I’ll be able to see you
Numerous times in one day
I’m regretful as I wait for you
I want to see you
After breaking up I kept thinking about you I saw
That I fell in deep as I looked at you who smiled at me
It seemed like that smile was only for me I was imprisoned
In a few seconds inside an existence like you
I’m crazy
Oh damn I thought we were really okay
For some reason it seemed like we kept talking to each other
Sweet whispers into our ears whispering and
But wait did I get your number
I can’t remember
Somehow I’ve stopped and am standing there expressionless
With a sudden thought
I don’t think I was able to ask
For your phone number
I don’t think you were able to pass me your phone number
Every time I think of you
I wonder if my memory is by any chance wrong
Even an unfamiliar voice is making me turn
Baby girl I’m missing you
Where are you right now
The only thing I have left is a wrong number
Thursday, April 8, 2010
Tuesday, April 6, 2010
OMG what am I doing here lah?
Finals starts two days from now.
Anyhows, all the best to everyone.
I know finals are approaching soon.
Some of you are having it at the end of the month.
But still, good luck and take care alright?
We meet up when everyone's back in the land of crows.
We go yumcha! =D
The rusty
Rubin
was bored at
8:13:00 PM
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