Monday, March 1, 2010

Mum just called.
I want to go back home.
Seriously.
I know it sounds like I'm whining.
Home is like an hour away.
That's like closer than most of you guys.
But I just don't want to stay here.
Here in this crappy house with shitty toilets.
I don't feel at home.
I don't feel at peace.
I can't let go of myself.
It's different from what I've pictured myself in.
It had deviated from what we've planned.
I need to make a decision soon.
I need to stop beating around the bush.
I need to scream out loud.
But there's only one place I'm free to do so.

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